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Finally some roomie tim-whoops.

It had been an arduous few days. Between the situation with people losing memories and then the people coming back from the Ohm attack, Kaya had been pretty busy. She hadn't even left the med bay, preferring to sleep here instead of back at the Outsider's hotel. She knew she had already missed quite a bit due to this: sessions with Chase, the upkeep of the hotel, and general having fun time, but priorities were priorities. Now that she had some time to herself though, she was hoping to spent some time helping her roommate decorate and at least have some general fun: Alex, after all, had brought all of those interesting black light things, why not put them to good use?

She walked up the stairs of the hotel, making a beeline straight for the hotel suite. It was one of the good things about not having to be alone: it didn't matter that Alex was a boy, at least he was SOMEONE she could talk to on a daily basis. Besides, she had those sliding doors now, so they could respect each others privacy.

But then she reached the room and opened the door, and saw all of his things were gone, specifically the laptop he prized so much, and she knew he had been podded. She closed her eyes a moment, slowly counting to ten, tears springing to her eyes.
Of course.
She took a breath, then wiped her eyes and closed the door, going back down the steps, and quietly closing the door behind her. She wanted to scream, or cry, or throw a fit at least, but none of these things would bring Alex back. So she just wandered the city park for the moment, looking tired.

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Kaya stuck her tongue out at Billy, as if defying him for holding back his feelings in the first place. By now, yes, their exchanges weren't bothering her: she didn't even have to hear what they were whispering to each other due to Billy's aura. But the subject of her love life was a hard one, and one that she barely could grasp herself.

"It wasn't that simple. It's not like living on the ship changes the way things are in our worlds. Aang and Katara, those two fund love by completely crazy circumstances, and through all of the things they went through, fell for each other hard. I could feel that in me every time I saw Aang, and the pain she felt when something bad happened to him went through me. But in that case, I was being torn: in a way, I was glad Katara wasn't here to go through every time Aang came and was podded again. I felt it instead, and it hurt every time. Aang gave away everything to protect the people on this ship, and suffered a great deal. Imagine, then, he came out of stasis to find the woman he loved most of all with another man. It must have hurt him deeply. There was no doubt that I would break it with Matt. Aang didn't deserve this anymore than I did."

"So that made Matt more deserving of heartbreak?" Ronnae asked curiously. Her tone was not one of scolding, in fact it was one of concern and curiosity. She wanted to understand more of the customs in other worlds so she could help her dear friends more.

Billy stilled where he was, a surge of pain for Kaya coming out of him. He knew Ronnie didn't mean her words that way, but...his Kaya. He braced his hands against the sides of the tub, prepared to push off and tend to his Bonded if she needed it.

"It was never something we were ignorant of," Kaya said. "We both had other people we pledged our whole heart to. The truth was, without them there we were both hurting pretty badly. Its why I don't know if going back to Matt now is good. I could love him, deeply, but I couldn't bear to cause him more pain if his Will came back. Those two, they were as meant to be as Aang and Katara. And Matt...Matt is special, beautiful in heart and soul. I don't even think I deserve him after all he had gone through."

So much for pleasant conversation.

"So you were lovers, nothing wrong with that. Having a lover and having a lifemate are completely different. At least were I come from." She looked at Kaya concerned, tilting her head curiously.

"I don't see why you can't have special feelings for someone just because they have or had a lifemate, or are still waiting for them. Specially if they return them. I... I guess I just don't understand this custom. Maybe you can teach me more when you feel more comfortable Kaya?" Ronnae spoke softly, worried about her friend, yet confused by the problems that were plaguing her.

Billy tilted his head up at Ronnie, a pensive expression on his face. They'd discussed this already, particularly in terms of Ronnie finding another lover open to sharing, but there were still specific issues to work through when they came to them.

"People like Kaya and I are trained in the belief that a lifemate must be the only lover, supposedly to make it more special. It's actually more related to property rights and childrearing customs, but we're so used to that training that it's taking us time to adjust."

He squeezed Ronnie's hand and looked up at her, another reminder that he understood and had agreed to try to work things out with any other lovers, then shuffled over to Kaya's end of the tub and embraced her...lightly at first, in case it was too awkward.

"You both deserve whatever will make you happiest. Be honest with him, see how far you're both willing to go. It might surprise you, but whatever happens? I want you to know that we love you."

Kaya listened to what the both of them had to say, agreeing with some of what Ronnae said, and a lot, of course, with what Billy said. She DID also sense that what they were talking about had some sort of relation with them, but what that was she didn't bother to pry into. Most likely she could figure it out if she really thought about it.

"Matt and I aren't that way, but while our loves were gone, we realized we had an attraction to each other. Being with him, seeing how gentle he was with me: I treasure those things more than I'll ever say. But I also know that we're not the ones alone who would suffer if Will were to come back: she would too. It's her feelings we have to think about."

She smiled. "I know. You guys are the best. If I had any sense at all I would have just loved you two that way. You both have something special, and you understand each other so well. I hope I can have that someday."

Ronnae decided to keep her questions for another time. It was bad enough she had made her friend, and from the looks of it, her lover a bit upset. She smiled nonetheless and nodded. "You know I love ya, you're an awesome and strong girl and you'll always hold a special place in my life Kaya."

It was now or never. Awkward or not, Billy drew himself forward and hugged Kaya tightly, kissing her forehead with care. "You'll pull through, and we'll be with you all the way. I promise."

It was around then that he fully remembered his situation and blushed, quickly retreating to Ronnie's end of the tub. "Ah...uh, well I'm almost finished?" Billy noted, lifting his leg out of the water for washing. "I'm actually feeling much better Hang on, I'm almost done."

He began working at his lower body, eyes fixed on his work to the exclusion of all else.

Kaya flushed, smiling at her Bonded. "I'm grateful for that, always. I know you guys would like nothing more than to have some time together, and honestly, I don't mean to keep coming and getting in the middle of that."

She had to laugh at his awkwardness. Sure, he was getting self conscious now? She was far beyond comfortable with her Bonded, and as he was also someone hurt, it simply wasn't as issue for her.

She exchanged a look with Ronnae though, clearly a little giggly at the idea of Billy freaking out at this point while the two of them barely gave it a second thought.

Ronnae rolled her eyes at Kaya's comment about getting in the middle of things.

This was replaced by a small smile as she stood up. "Well since you're almost done, I'll go ahead and prepare us a nice meal and some refreshing drinks."

She looked at them fondly before turning to leave the room and head down to the kitchen.

What? Billy had an odd way of feeling awkward about things. He waved to Ronnie as she left, then set right back to work on cleaning himself. It wasn't too difficult at this angle, thankfully. And he soon felt sufficiently clean.

"You're not getting in the way," he insisted as he soaked up the last few moments of the comfortable water. "Even if you were, it hasn't been very often. We're always happy to look out for you, Kaya." As if to emphasize that, he swatted back his messy hair to meet her eyes, an inviting smile on his face.

At last it was over. He started his ascent out of the tub slowly, pleased to note that all that remained at the moment was a little lingering soreness. Bit by bit, he eased himself over the edge, finally managing to sit upright with a towel draped over his lap.

"I don't like imposing on you two if I can help it," Kaya said, "though I'm not ungrateful. I know you'd want to help me, just as I would help you. I'm very thankful for that. Maybe a part of me is also just trying to deal with everything here as it stands, the feelings of neglect and loss and confusion and all of that. It's probably just stress, I think."

She politely averted her eyes as Billy climbed out, but DID have a peek at his backside a moment. She was still a girl, after all.

Billy. What Ronnae was talking about a moment ago, with the different partners. You guys have talked about this before, haven't you?

Yes. I can't tell you too much more than this, but she already loves someone else. She made me understand that I'm her alpha mate and will always be important, but...it wouldn't have worked, because the other man wasn't willing to share her with me. I promised I'd give whoever she loved a chance, though I haven't ever been tempted myself. It would work out somehow, he was sure of it. He'd promised to take things as they came, one step at a time.

Billy strode over to her once he was happily dried off and wrapped in a robe, offering a firmer hug around her shoulders now that it felt safe to do so. "You're dealing with it well. You have your meditations, your training, unwinding with us...you're strong, don't forget that. You've lent so much of it to build me up."

He waited a beat to allow his encouragement to sink in, almost as if he was buttering her up for a punchline. For instance, reassuring me that I'm attractive. Or...well, at least my rear end is, he thought with a laugh.

Yes, he noticed. He wasn't going to let Kaya get away with all the mind-reading around here.

By that, I can figure out who that is. But I hope you understand how much respect I have for you, that you could work that kind of arrangement out with Ronnae. The way our worlds are, I'm sure that people would think we were crazy for it, accepting a way that is different from ours, but you have that much understanding that you would do your best for her. I'm sure now that she would do anything she could to make you happy.

She leaned into the hug happily, smiling at him. "I think you're right. I just need this time to mourn him, and get over this rough patch with everything. I think, more than anything, I hope my bond with the other GAang isn't nonexistent."

And here, she giggled, turning red. I guess we can't keep anything from each other these days! The rest of you is fine too, though. I'm sure if you're skeptical though, Ronnae would be happy to remind you."

And she specifically winked in his direction.

Ronnae had sped the food as much as possible without sacrificing taste or the risk of burning it. She made a fairly hearty lunch, tender meat strips with caramelized onions and a side fresh salad with a light dressing. The drinks were soothing herbal iced teas.

She had already plated and served them at the living room table instead of the diner since she thought it'd be more comfortable. Of course she kill them if they got it on the couches.... ok not kill them, but she'd be upset!

It's not the easiest thing in the world, but if I love her I have to try. It might not be as uncomfortable as I thought.

Billy waited there for a few moments, that smile still on his face, before moving to get dressed for lunch. Button-down shirts were better than twisting and lifting his arms over his head right now, and his legs were fine enough that putting jeans on didn't bother him much. It would've been easier to let the plantsuit expand, but why dress that way for a nice meal?

Finally, he started down the stairs to find Ronnie and the food. First order of business was to take her by the neck and kiss her passionately, all the more excited by what he'd discussed with Kaya. And of course it was better to kiss before his mouth was full of food.

"I'm sorry that took so long, love. We were...taking a moment to express our appreciation for everything you've given us." Another kiss, this one accompanied with a little sway. He was...chipper. Just what had gone on up there?

He finally eyed the food with an approving look. "Though I suppose you've been busy too. You never cease to amaze me."

If it feels wrong, whoever you decide to share her with, let her know. You have to respect each others choices, and anything you do now has to be in love and trust. But I can see that in her eyes when she looks at you. You chose well, Billy.

And so did she, once you got right down to it.

Kaya smiled and, in a way to let him know that she wasn't going to embarrass him,let him dress himself while she dried herself and put her own clothes back on. That bath was exactly what she needed and then follow Billy downstairs.

Of course their affection made her feel happy to be around them, glad she didn't even have pangs of jealousy like she used to when she missed Aang. The suggestive comment she found amusing, and also gave Ronnae a appreciative glance.

"This looks amazing," she said, grinning. "Thanks so much Ronnae!"

"Hey Bil--Mmmf?" her words where cut off by the passionate kiss, tensing up at the suddenness and eyes going wide in surprise before her body relaxed into it, her eyes closing to half slits and her face blushing her tell-tale crimson hue.

"I ah... what?" She was still in a mini daze before she was kissed again, her arms rising to wrap around his neck to return the kiss sweetly.

When the kiss broke, she blushed as she noticed Kaya and smiled shyly. "Oh ummm n-no problem~" She said in a small timid voice. "E-enjoy t-the meal~"

She took a seat herself and pulled one of the plates to rest atop her chest, what? They were useful for other things other than looking you know!

Billy had to admire Ronnie's incredible balance. He shot a warning glance at Kaya not to mention that thought...if she did, he'd mention her assessment of his rear.

"We will, thank you," he smiled, taking his seat beside them and slowly starting to eat. He'd take his time savoring this---it wouldn't do to overstuff himself and then be laid up later on.

"Sorry if I startled you, Ronnie, but the healing's going well. I'm almost feeling normal again." That meant he had energy to burn, of course.

As if to defy him, Kaya again stuck her tongue out: she may not have been jealous of their relationship, but she felt it was within her rights to be jealous at that particular asset of Ronnae's. In any case, she wasn't going to say a word about it now, not when she knew how sensitive Ronnae could get there.

She did take the food and eat daintily, despite how deeply hungry she had gotten: it wouldn't do to go pig out and make herself look like a spectacle. Still, she did give Ronnae a warm smile in thanks.

"I'll always keep an eye on him Ronnae, trust me," Kaya said. "Billy is my closest friend here. I would never let him get too hurt if I could prevent it."

"I'm g-glad to hear that, I hope you'll be completely healed soon." She smiled timidly as she ate another spoonful, swallowing before turning to Kaya with a pleased smile.

"Thank you Kaya, I know you'll keep him in line when I'm not around." She mused in a shy voice.

Billy looked faintly, amusedly offended here, glancing between the pair of them with suspicious eyes.

"And what, exactly, might I do if I'm out of line?"

"I can think of MANY ways to get your goat, Billy Cranston," Kaya said with a warning note in her voice. "It would be better that you don't go and find out. Just be good."

But she smiled to let him know she was only looking out for him.

Ronnae giggles and tried not to spill her drink at the interchange of words between the two. She was really happy they were together, and seemingly enjoying each others company. She continued eating the wonderful food, drinking the cooling drink, and listening to the chipper banter of her lover and her friend.

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