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trans_92010-10-25 07:02 pm
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Last Straw
She went straight to the Sensoriums. Her feelings were all over the place, and she had to get away from people right now. She remembered all too well what happened to Alex when he lost Luna: she knew she had to find a way to take her aggression out. There was pain and self loathing and unspeakable things she was sorting through, but right now it was nothing but anger she was feeding on. She closed her eyes when she entered, concentrating on the enemies she;s fought while she'd been on the ship.
The Terminators. The T-Rex. The Nightmare King's monster minions. The traps Hal had laid for them. They came one at a time but Katara was ready, steeling herself to calmly maneuver out of the traps, to find a way to take down the terminator most efficiently, and those alone took more than a few hours. It was when she got to the nightmare King's minions, however, that Katara stopped being cautious. Now she ripped into them, stabbing at them with ice shards and freezing them on the spot before blowing through them, and slowly her determined face gave away to that of rage. As she started to remember their fights, their hugs, their talks, she switched to the Bene Gesserit fighting style, her hits were starting to get more serious, leaving many injured in her wake, though she received a few cuts herself. When she was done an hour later, it faded, all of it, and she was left in water, where she had heard Sokka once talk to Toph about how she'd been like a mother to her, and she couldn't stand it anymore. She let out a scream, primal and pained.
"WHY?! WHY BRING HIM HERE JUST TO TAKE HIM AWAY?! ALL THIS TIME, JUST TO TAKE HIM AND NOT HAVE AANG HERE AND MAKE ZUKO FORGET WHAT WE ALL DID?? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!?"
And she dissolved into tears here, the sun sinking into the clouds and leaving a dark, lonely pond.

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And despite all of the balls and things, she still felt like she should be preparing for something.
"He's definitely useful, and starting to learn to to become stronger himself: he wants to go above and beyond to help his friends. I just hope he can gain faith in what he can do, same as the rest of us. I'm still trying to improve my fighting skills."
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Vita still wasn't really sure how the whole ohm battle was going to play out, but she was going to do her best, that was for sure.
"Well, I can't help with the engineering part, but I really get the training part. We all should. Even Nanoha's probably training again..."
You couldn't really stop Nanoha from training herself, after all.
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She nodded. "In all the time I've been on the ship, the lesson I learned best was training can definitely help. It isn't enough to just have the skills you learned in one place, but to apply it to the new things you discover to make you stronger."
Which is why she wasn't surprised to hear that about Nanoha.
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Not that she actually had seen these 'Ohm'.
Come to think of it... "Say, that Billy, was he the one with the mouse?"
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Katara wrinkled her nose. "Mouse? I don't know what that-oh wait. Was this 'mouse' blue?'
Her mun forgot what color it had o.o;
Why? Well, she'd show them why that would be a silly argument.
Vita blinked. "Uhm...could be. He was also stammering a bit, so I wondered if you meant him - he was at the outsider meeting"
Re: Her mun forgot what color it had o.o;
Katara snickered. "Yes, I think I know who you mean. It's Renne...and he's actually pretty special. Not a mouse."
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The other thing took some more thought "Er, really? The...not-mouse... doesn't happen to actually be a shapeshifting mage?"
Curious question. She herself noticed it came across as odd. "Just asking, I know one like that, turns into a ferret. That'd explain the special-ness..."
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Katara snickered. "Um, I think its possible for him to shapeshift, but Renne is just...Renne, really. But who do you know that can turn into a ferret?"
And for that matter, what the heck was a ferret?