Cedric Diggory (
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"Reducto!"
Cedric had found a spot in the grass of this strange city's park from which to work on his spellcasting, starting with some target practice. He'd pushed back the sleeves of his plantsuit as far as was possible and made long movements with his wand, alternating between creating fast streams of bubbles and shooting them down. The almost childish game of bubble-popping was a simple diversion from the stream of thoughts that was flowng just as fast, one that hadn't stopped since the moment he realized he was alive: I'm about to die. It was hard to comprehend, when it seemed like his life had been going so well just hours ago.
Yet these Ohm had thrown everything off balance. Cedric had gone straight to Stacy to ask for his memories restored, as he'd never rest until he knew the truth of what happened. It had been just as hard to remember as that unicorn princess had predicted. Sure, the curse that was meant to kill him had been thrown off by another attack, but he'd heard awful yells. Harry's. When the sedation had worn off and he'd opened his eyes, he'd had to struggle not to scream.
That was what had happened to disrupt the course of history. For now, he had been given days, weeks, maybe months or a year or two to live, that long until he left this crew behind and met his fate. People had talked about their worlds being restored after the war. The Ohm were supposed had something that would fix things as they were meant to be, and 'meant to be' was his death. If he didn't die during the war, he'd be meeting his end immediately afterward. Time couldn't be changed, not even with a Time Turner. It had to happen.
Cedric was living on borrowed time. No one knew how long it would be until they won. They were going to win, he was sure. A small selfish part of him hoped that it would last a while, that he would have time to finish his unfinished business and learn more, but that was unfair. He couldn't allow the needless deaths to hang over his conscience any longer than necessary. The countless innocents killed during the Ohm's attack needed to live, not him. Billions of lives resurrected in exchange for his death, that was fair. He was the spare, not them. No matter what his father said or the Goblet decided, he wasn't special in the eyes of the universe, was he? He was just...
The spare who had been temporarily spared. A bubble waiting to be popped. Pop, pop, pop went the bubbles as his wand moved more precisely. If this was all the life he had left, he might as well do it right.
Cedric had found a spot in the grass of this strange city's park from which to work on his spellcasting, starting with some target practice. He'd pushed back the sleeves of his plantsuit as far as was possible and made long movements with his wand, alternating between creating fast streams of bubbles and shooting them down. The almost childish game of bubble-popping was a simple diversion from the stream of thoughts that was flowng just as fast, one that hadn't stopped since the moment he realized he was alive: I'm about to die. It was hard to comprehend, when it seemed like his life had been going so well just hours ago.
Yet these Ohm had thrown everything off balance. Cedric had gone straight to Stacy to ask for his memories restored, as he'd never rest until he knew the truth of what happened. It had been just as hard to remember as that unicorn princess had predicted. Sure, the curse that was meant to kill him had been thrown off by another attack, but he'd heard awful yells. Harry's. When the sedation had worn off and he'd opened his eyes, he'd had to struggle not to scream.
That was what had happened to disrupt the course of history. For now, he had been given days, weeks, maybe months or a year or two to live, that long until he left this crew behind and met his fate. People had talked about their worlds being restored after the war. The Ohm were supposed had something that would fix things as they were meant to be, and 'meant to be' was his death. If he didn't die during the war, he'd be meeting his end immediately afterward. Time couldn't be changed, not even with a Time Turner. It had to happen.
Cedric was living on borrowed time. No one knew how long it would be until they won. They were going to win, he was sure. A small selfish part of him hoped that it would last a while, that he would have time to finish his unfinished business and learn more, but that was unfair. He couldn't allow the needless deaths to hang over his conscience any longer than necessary. The countless innocents killed during the Ohm's attack needed to live, not him. Billions of lives resurrected in exchange for his death, that was fair. He was the spare, not them. No matter what his father said or the Goblet decided, he wasn't special in the eyes of the universe, was he? He was just...
The spare who had been temporarily spared. A bubble waiting to be popped. Pop, pop, pop went the bubbles as his wand moved more precisely. If this was all the life he had left, he might as well do it right.
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Cedric didn't think he would have either. That Rita Skeeter was such a pest!
"But yeah, I don't mind studying again. If you have time, that is, you must be busy."
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But enough about thinking of the past, or rather, his future. "I certainly have time. Most of what I am about now is trying to research a potion that will enable a gargoyle who turns to stone during the day to not do so, should he so choose. Which again is quite slow going, as, again, Potions. I meant to ask your help, as well as Harry and Sirius, though you can see how that slipped my mind at the time I saw you all again."
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That would be the first step.
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Lupin had done little more than think on this project for most of the weeks prior; the only thing stopping him from achieving it was not knowing how to achieve what he intended.
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"Professor, is the effect similar at all to petrification? Like what the basilisk did in fourth year? We used mandrakes to cure that, so they could be an ingredient...if we could find and grow them."
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Realizing that he was off on a tangent, he pulled himself back to the subject at hand and grinned. "We've learned some of the common properties of plants with certain effects. I should be able to figure out some of what the plants we have here are capable of."
He wasn't an expert, by any means, but he was ready to try.
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He was going to be just fine. Somehow. Eventually. "But honestly, thank you. I think I'm going to be all right."
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He considered for a moment, then added, "By the way, have you learned to Apparate?"
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At that last question, he ducked his head in embarrassment. "No, sir. I was eligible to take the course and test, but I neglected it for prefect duties and preparing for the Tournament. I thought I couldn't spare the time, as you can't Apparate or Disapparate on Hogwarts grounds---so it wouldn't be useful. I'd planned to study in my seventh year."
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Cedric really wished he could. He probably could've made more time for Apparition studies if he'd worked harder.
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"It does work quite well when the ship is not moving, however. If we have a period of time where that's the case, I'll gladly teach you."
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"I'd be grateful. But wouldn't we have to impose on a medic's time as well? I heard about the splinching incidents from some of the students in my hear who did attend. It wasn't pleasant."
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"All right. I've met one of the medics and I've learned how to call them just in case. I'm not scheduled to die just yet."
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"You mustn't think that way, Cedric."
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"My life isn't over yet, I suppose," he said slowly, thinking hard on something. "All of this is an opportunity. I already promised Harry we could get to know each other better, and I won't back out on that."
He just wasn't so sure about the others.
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