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Habit Turned to Landscape [Open]
It's so easy to feel weightless in water.
Eva docks her boat, secures it with all the knots she remembers from her home, and jumps into the ocean. The waves are small and the sand at the bottom is just within reach of her feet. In a normal climate, this would be a horrible place to try and keep a boat, but tides and reefs and high shores don't much matter in the Sensoriums, where everything can be fixed and changed the instant it becomes a problem. So she's conjured up a beach and a sea and a perfect replica of her favorite boat from home, and a sunny, breezy day to illuminate the whole thing.
Too often lately she's been scared and angry and melancholy. None of this is going to be fixed with a quick imaginary trip to the beach. But as she floats on her back, breathing in salty air, it's easy to forget that, even if just for the moment.
Eva docks her boat, secures it with all the knots she remembers from her home, and jumps into the ocean. The waves are small and the sand at the bottom is just within reach of her feet. In a normal climate, this would be a horrible place to try and keep a boat, but tides and reefs and high shores don't much matter in the Sensoriums, where everything can be fixed and changed the instant it becomes a problem. So she's conjured up a beach and a sea and a perfect replica of her favorite boat from home, and a sunny, breezy day to illuminate the whole thing.
Too often lately she's been scared and angry and melancholy. None of this is going to be fixed with a quick imaginary trip to the beach. But as she floats on her back, breathing in salty air, it's easy to forget that, even if just for the moment.
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"Overall? We have a magic box that can conjure up the Taj Mahal and a resort beach. Not much room for the complaint department," she says blandly.
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"Fair point," he replied, with a nod. The sensoriums were useful enough, clearly. "I guess that's a pretty obvious perk in the situation. Not many of those, generally."
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She shrugs. "No need for money, free food even if it's disgusting, anonymity, a sense of purpose, if you're into that sort of thing...honestly, it could be a lot worse. I could do do with less humidity, though. I always feel like I'm being smothered by a sponge."
It doesn't quite make up for being onboard with Yeerks holding hosts, or being away from Peter, or the frustrating sense of loss over the world they lost, but it's something. And finding her son alive mostly makes up for the rest.
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Tim watched Eva quietly, turning over what she said, in his mind. He could agree with some of that, at least. "And you are into that sort of thing?" he asked, tone frank. "And not everyone's big on anonymity. And yes, I realise the irony in my saying that."
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"A sense of purpose? Aren't you?" She cracks her neck, dipping her toes in the water and kicking up little ripples. "I'm famous, you know. Notorious, even, infamous, hailed throughout the land, renowned, exalted, ill-reputed and highly conspicuous, all depending on who you talk to. Not that anyone would know it here, and I like it that way."
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"Guess I can't say much about that either," he said, a slight movement of his cape coming with the statement. He did kind of take on a big (and never ending) mission, himself. "That can certainly have its advantages though-- that's a pretty wide variety of recognition."
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"Certainly, but it's stifling and you can't turn it off." She shrugs. At least she doesn't have to worry about that here. "Are you saying the Cowled Avenger doesn't walk in infamy? That PETA Boy isn't a feared name in the criminal underworld?"
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He does smirk a bit at that. "Absolute terror," he drawls, "Sends criminals quaking in their boots. But I can't say I have so many different types of recognition, either way."
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She smirks. "An unsung hero?"
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Tim returns a small smirk, and explains, vaguely, "Well I'm not sure 'famous' is the right word for me, for one. And," he adds, the black cape drawing around him in part for effect. "'Conspicuous' isn't really what I was going for."
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But the moment of melancholy is fleeting. "You're wearing a cowl and you don't think you're conspicuous? Honey, you take that thing off and Caucasian teenage boys are a dime a dozen. Nothing more unremarkable than that."
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"In my line of work? The shadowy cape and cowl look is a lot more inconspicuous than you'd think." Plus, he was a recognisable Caucasian teenager, back home, but that obviously wasn't appropriate to add.
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"Yes, but for walking around the hallways? And for being on the beach?"
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"Understandable," he said instead, paying careful attention to her wording. "But at least he's safe."
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Well. Nothing like talking about traumatizing childhoods and potentially dead spouses to cheer up a conversation. "You know, if you wanted to do something that wouldn't end with you drowning in your cape, I could call up a different setting."
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He shook his head, though, in offer of the change. "Thank you for the offer. I'm all right though-- I should leave you to your relaxation."
((ooc: ... this icon is angrier looking than it needs to be. OH WELL??))
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She waves a hand at him. "I'll see you around. Hard to miss the cape."
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