A part of her wanted to recoil at the sight, though the girl didn't even grimace when he showed her the severity of what he carried. Instead, her expression visibly looked surprised. She honestly expected something... heavier. That's how she would describe it, at least.
Not what's supposed to be there. He must...he must mean a flesh and blood leg? That can't--
Well, Astrid didn't intend to make it a big deal. She swallowed and nodded, simply respecting the matter and placed her hands on the desk, directing her eyes to their work.
However, the pencil was fumbled anxiously in her grip. Soon enough curiosity won over and she steered off the task of studying once more.
"What happened? If you don't mind."
If it was too intimate a question, she'd understand.
It wasn't a bad thing if it meant she'd get over it, and he kinda wanted to be her friend, so if there was any possibility of that happening, it had to not be A Thing.
Hiccup quickly covered his leg up.
"I don't mind--I don't even really remember it. Car accident, when I was seven. I took a good knock to the head, too, so I wound up with retrogade amnesia. Don't remember the accident, don't remember anything before the accident--don't even remember a time I ever had two normal legs. I woke up in the hospital and...just...started from there."
What was this feeling. She felt an odd desire to share something that has always bothered her. Troubled her, even. A source of her unease for quite some time and one she hid from everyone... up until now. "You can't remember what happened to you, too."
There was a glance around them and assured no one overheard, she touched her bicep, releasing a soft sigh. "I have these scars. One day I noticed they covered a wide range of my back mainly. ...I know it's silly to worry about something as insignificant as marks on my body when others have much worse... but I can't seem to recall how I got them. I think--I think that is what disturbs me the most."
"I'm just glad my swimming practice this season is over, to be honest," She offered a sympathetic smile. "I prefer no one see them. I don't like them. They're... a little unsightly."
She winced. "I don't think I want my mother to know. But I'm comfortable telling her anything besides that."
It doesn't make sense to her either, Harold. However that extends to just about anyone in Fairplay. Except Harold now, though he is a different case, apparently. Astrid got the feeling he was more accepting.
Her eyebrow raised and she took a lean back in her chair. "One day," she repeats, almost defensively this time, sort of reluctant to get into detail of exactly where she was and what she had been doing at the time when she first became aware of the scaring. It did involve her nude at some point, obviously, and she couldn't tell him that so openly.
"Uh, my memory is a tad hazy, though to be more precise, I'm--I'm pretty sure it was a week ago."
Astrid fidgets uncomfortably for a brief moment, looking hesitant.
The mention of weird dreams got a reaction. Astrid's eyes widened and after a blink, the flicker of surprise vanished from her face and she gave him a firm stare, debating telling the truth or a lie.
This guy...
Submitting to his questions, she brought up her hand, delicately touching her temple, eyes shut and brow furrowed, trying to visualize. "Mm, yeah. Some nights when I dream it's a.. little boy. A child I can't recognize. He seems sad. I don't understand why, but I feel... responsible. My fault. I feel angry thinking about it, but I don't--I don't know," she slowly divulged the honest truth, eyelids squinting tightly as a headache began to surface.
"These scars. I really wish I could say they just appeared..."
The girl's voice grew progressively shaky and she strained her mind. Although a blurry image, the abysmal figure who found it's way in her dreams, as if haunting her day in and day out, unsettled her immensely. Frightened her, even. "How should I ask this. Can dreams be... invaded? I know, I must be going crazy, but... that thing."
Drawing her arms close to her, she loosely hugged herself, unaware she's rambling too low, "--Always showing up. Won't leave me alone. Black. Wings..."
Slanted large, animal eyes... striking as a hot green blaze.
"Green eyes. Like a cat's," he said tonelessly, but for him the imagery held no horror at all. It was a welcome thing. Whenever he had the dreams, he was somehow reminded of his cat.
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Not what's supposed to be there. He must...he must mean a flesh and blood leg? That can't--
Well, Astrid didn't intend to make it a big deal. She swallowed and nodded, simply respecting the matter and placed her hands on the desk, directing her eyes to their work.
However, the pencil was fumbled anxiously in her grip. Soon enough curiosity won over and she steered off the task of studying once more.
"What happened? If you don't mind."
If it was too intimate a question, she'd understand.
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Hiccup quickly covered his leg up.
"I don't mind--I don't even really remember it. Car accident, when I was seven. I took a good knock to the head, too, so I wound up with retrogade amnesia. Don't remember the accident, don't remember anything before the accident--don't even remember a time I ever had two normal legs. I woke up in the hospital and...just...started from there."
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What was this feeling. She felt an odd desire to share something that has always bothered her. Troubled her, even. A source of her unease for quite some time and one she hid from everyone... up until now. "You can't remember what happened to you, too."
There was a glance around them and assured no one overheard, she touched her bicep, releasing a soft sigh. "I have these scars. One day I noticed they covered a wide range of my back mainly. ...I know it's silly to worry about something as insignificant as marks on my body when others have much worse... but I can't seem to recall how I got them. I think--I think that is what disturbs me the most."
"I'm just glad my swimming practice this season is over, to be honest," She offered a sympathetic smile. "I prefer no one see them. I don't like them. They're... a little unsightly."
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It doesn't make sense to her either, Harold. However that extends to just about anyone in Fairplay. Except Harold now, though he is a different case, apparently. Astrid got the feeling he was more accepting.
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"Uh, my memory is a tad hazy, though to be more precise, I'm--I'm pretty sure it was a week ago."
Astrid fidgets uncomfortably for a brief moment, looking hesitant.
Yes, and there was more to it than that.
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This was getting a little odd here.
"Have you--have you seen anything lately? Anything odd around the town? Or had...I don't know, weird dreams?"
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This guy...
Submitting to his questions, she brought up her hand, delicately touching her temple, eyes shut and brow furrowed, trying to visualize. "Mm, yeah. Some nights when I dream it's a.. little boy. A child I can't recognize. He seems sad. I don't understand why, but I feel... responsible. My fault. I feel angry thinking about it, but I don't--I don't know," she slowly divulged the honest truth, eyelids squinting tightly as a headache began to surface.
"These scars. I really wish I could say they just appeared..."
The girl's voice grew progressively shaky and she strained her mind. Although a blurry image, the abysmal figure who found it's way in her dreams, as if haunting her day in and day out, unsettled her immensely. Frightened her, even. "How should I ask this. Can dreams be... invaded? I know, I must be going crazy, but... that thing."
Drawing her arms close to her, she loosely hugged herself, unaware she's rambling too low, "--Always showing up. Won't leave me alone. Black. Wings..."
Slanted large, animal eyes... striking as a hot green blaze.
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"Green eyes. Like a cat's," he said tonelessly, but for him the imagery held no horror at all. It was a welcome thing. Whenever he had the dreams, he was somehow reminded of his cat.