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Misery Loves Company [Open, but don't expect to get too far in consoling him]
Alex was sitting in one of the abandoned buildings, where part of the wall and roof had caved in. It was a familiar place, though it wasn't one he had spent much time in. The significance was that he and Luna had talked here for quite some time after the whole fiasco with the bombs. They had been so happy that the other one was okay.
Luna had told him about some of her magic- he still didn't really understand it, and now he didn't know if he ever would.
He sat against the crumbling wall on the same slab of rock he had used last time, staring at the rock Luna had been sitting at.
Why did Fate let him meet someone as wonderful as her, just to take her away?
Why couldn't he bring himself to tell the ship to make him forget her?
Instead, he was sitting there without either his jacket or Alice, his arms wrapped around himself, and his fingers digging into his arms as he cried silently. The building was off the beaten path, and he hoped that he might get some solace here. In his room he had to face Tavros, and Katara had already tracked him down once.
Right now his hands were still, but jagged and slightly bloody scratch marks were evident on his upper arms where he had apparently mindlessly been grabbing and squeezing. It was unclear if he had noticed them or not, though anyone who knew him would know it would be unlikely that he had, knowing of how he normally reacted to blood.
Luna had told him about some of her magic- he still didn't really understand it, and now he didn't know if he ever would.
He sat against the crumbling wall on the same slab of rock he had used last time, staring at the rock Luna had been sitting at.
Why did Fate let him meet someone as wonderful as her, just to take her away?
Why couldn't he bring himself to tell the ship to make him forget her?
Instead, he was sitting there without either his jacket or Alice, his arms wrapped around himself, and his fingers digging into his arms as he cried silently. The building was off the beaten path, and he hoped that he might get some solace here. In his room he had to face Tavros, and Katara had already tracked him down once.
Right now his hands were still, but jagged and slightly bloody scratch marks were evident on his upper arms where he had apparently mindlessly been grabbing and squeezing. It was unclear if he had noticed them or not, though anyone who knew him would know it would be unlikely that he had, knowing of how he normally reacted to blood.
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It was at some point during her wandering that she stumbled into an abandoned building, perhaps to get out of the fake sunlight for a while. It didn't take very long for her to discover that it wasn't actually abandoned.
"...Hello?"
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Was it really so much to ask for, to be left in peace? Wherever he went he couldn't seem to get away from people. Did the ship decide to put a huge sign over the roof of this house flashing and blinking, suggesting that they ought to bother the guy inside.
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Ophelia shoved some debris out of the way and approached the direction she thought it came from. When she found Alex he was... a sight. "What- oh- what happened?"
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Now at least she had one less excuse.
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It wasn't like him to yell, but he was getting fed up with everyone trying to get him to feel better. Why did he have to be happy? Why couldn't they just leave him and his shadows in peace?
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It also moved one of his hands into just the position it had been in when he had been grabbing at his arms hard enough to draw blood.
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"I, uh, I..." She really had no idea what to say to that.
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"I-I've had a r-r-really... b-bad... few d-days. I j-jus' w-wanna be alone..."
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"Look, I..." She wasn't good at this kind of thing. She was a warrior, not an orator. "I don't know what happened to you, but I know how it feels. So I'm not gonna try and talk you out of it because I know it doesn't work."
But you aren't alone. Is what she wanted to add.
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It seemed like he was trying to be harsh, but he lacked any actual malice behind his words. It was just another ploy to try to get her to leave him alone.