http://sgmitchell.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] sgmitchell.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92009-11-18 01:30 am

Pray this can't be the way

He appreciated having a room to himself, even if it was clearly designed for a second party as well. For now, it was his alone. He appreciated that.

The room was about all he really appreciated since the attack of the crew-zombies. The idea was far more cool on paper than it was actually sitting on the roof of the Vatican, mowing down potential crewmates. Still, it was better than mowing down familiar ones. He appreciated that, too.

He appreciated the cute, glowy new look for Stacy, too.

He didn't appreciate the idea of his universe destroyed by something they'd never even gotten the chance to see--let alone fight. He didn't like the idea of being one of the last survivors of his own universe. Whether or not Ronon and Jackson counted as his own universe or another. He appreciated the cute voice. He didn't believe it. He wouldn't believe it, even if she showed him the destruction. None of this was necessarily real. He functioned within it as he needed to, but he wasn't about to fall for something SG-1 already fell for before. The zombies didn't exactly make the place more credible, either.

He frowned, studying the food goop in front of him.

His home-his family. Everyone and every thing he cared about was not gone. He wouldn't leave it to chance and hope that some of the people he cared about might have been alive--he wouldn't accept that their survival meant the deaths of an entire universe were acceptable losses. He wasn't about to accept a 'might' for saving all of them, if they did someone else's dirty work for them. That wasn't how he did things. He wouldn't be manipulated, and...he refused to believe that SG-1 failed. That Stargate Command, and all of their allies failed to protect not just their galaxy, but their universe.

He refused to believe he'd failed to do the one thing that mattered. He couldn't. Not now...not ever.

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 10:30 am (UTC)(link)
"Why? You don't know me from Andrew," Tempe said, not even realizing that she'd once again got a saying wrong. Such was her life.

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 11:00 am (UTC)(link)
See this Cam? You get this look now:
Image

"That's not what I was saying!"

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
"You are a very strange man," Tempe pointed out with an annoyed sigh. But really, she did not get him at all or why he was willing to trust someone he'd just met.

"Why do you want me to watch those movies?" She asked, deciding she needed to know more before she made a rational decision.

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm sorry but have you done anything within the last ten minutes that could be considered memorable?" Tempe asked quite seriously because she couldn't think of anything.

Again he gets an 'are you serious' look from Tempe. "How can watching a zombie movie be considered credible research?" She eyed him for a minute before continuing on. "That would be almost the same as watching a pornographic movie to research human mating rituals."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh don't fret so Cam, Tempe hasn't forgotten about the chowder. She will remember it forever.

"You really don't believe that pornographic movies can be considered good research... Do you?" She tilted her head a little to the side. "I would think that the fact that the actors are obviously faking their sexual attraction to each other and the female more often than not faking her orgasm would be obvious to people watching them."

She shook her head, "And while I understand the voyeuristic appeal of watching such a thing, I honestly don't understand the appeal of subjecting ones self to watching the whole thing."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well of course a sixteen year old is going to find pornography fascinating as their hormone levels are generally all over the place." Tempe shrugged. Sadly Tempe doesn't think this is a weird conversation to be having.

"You still don't think that it is a fascinating research subject do you?" Yes, she's getting nosy, and no, she doesn't care.

"What? What are you talking about? Is there zombie pornography out there? Now that is just disgusting."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
She arches a brow, "I don't need a research partner. I'm quite well versed in that subject matter. I have yet to have a complaint." No she's not bragging, she's just stating the facts.

Her nose wrinkled a little. "And people actually watch it? Disgusting."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"With zombie pornography?" She shakes her head and then eyes him again. "Have you watched Zombie pornography? I mean it would make sense seeing as you know it's out there."

[identity profile] bone1ady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well you never know. People have odd fantasies," she shrugged. "I have to say that you saying that is mildly comforting, I would have steered clear of you if you had found zombies attractive."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-25 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"That probably won't be a problem as I've generally managed to steer clear of most of those onboard this thing."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well I'm talking to you aren't I?" she pointed out.

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"You've given me no other reason to believe otherwise," Tempe shrugged.

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