http://sgmitchell.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] sgmitchell.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92009-11-18 01:30 am

Pray this can't be the way

He appreciated having a room to himself, even if it was clearly designed for a second party as well. For now, it was his alone. He appreciated that.

The room was about all he really appreciated since the attack of the crew-zombies. The idea was far more cool on paper than it was actually sitting on the roof of the Vatican, mowing down potential crewmates. Still, it was better than mowing down familiar ones. He appreciated that, too.

He appreciated the cute, glowy new look for Stacy, too.

He didn't appreciate the idea of his universe destroyed by something they'd never even gotten the chance to see--let alone fight. He didn't like the idea of being one of the last survivors of his own universe. Whether or not Ronon and Jackson counted as his own universe or another. He appreciated the cute voice. He didn't believe it. He wouldn't believe it, even if she showed him the destruction. None of this was necessarily real. He functioned within it as he needed to, but he wasn't about to fall for something SG-1 already fell for before. The zombies didn't exactly make the place more credible, either.

He frowned, studying the food goop in front of him.

His home-his family. Everyone and every thing he cared about was not gone. He wouldn't leave it to chance and hope that some of the people he cared about might have been alive--he wouldn't accept that their survival meant the deaths of an entire universe were acceptable losses. He wasn't about to accept a 'might' for saving all of them, if they did someone else's dirty work for them. That wasn't how he did things. He wouldn't be manipulated, and...he refused to believe that SG-1 failed. That Stargate Command, and all of their allies failed to protect not just their galaxy, but their universe.

He refused to believe he'd failed to do the one thing that mattered. He couldn't. Not now...not ever.

[identity profile] bone1ady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then why would you take it as a compliment?" He makes NO sense to her at all.

[identity profile] bone1ady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"You actually think I'm going to end up complimenting you?" And people thought that she was arrogant.

[identity profile] bone1ady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right. Well I don't and I have to warn you that I can be a very harsh judge," she nodded.

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right," Tempe said, not really sure if she should believe him or not. "We'll see."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She nods too. "Yes we will."

[identity profile] squintybonelady.livejournal.com 2009-11-26 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"I should go," she stated. Shaking her head, she turned and began to walk away. What a strange man.