Daimon Hellstrom (
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If I should die before I wake [Closed]
When he had been sedated and placed into the pods, Daimon Hellstrom's heart felt as though it were on fire. When he woke the pain had spread to his entire body. He had been released into one of the halls but he couldn't stand again. He didn't even have the strength to stay on his hands and knees and collapsed onto the floor.
"No." He whispered.
Daimon heard Stacy's gentle, encouraging voice in his head but not listening. He couldn't make out the words.
It was impossible to focus on anything but the pain. He couldn't remember where he'd been before now. He tried to clear his mind and focus but it was useless.
"Months," the word kept running through his mind. Why?
You're dying. And with the realization came other memories. His weakness, his chest pains, all symptoms he had ignored for as long as he could until he saw Dr. Hussain. Somehow, he knew he was dying. He could feel it but until she said "less than six months" he hadn't realized how quickly it was all happening.
Now that time was gone. He had spent it in the pods as Stacy tried in vain to heal him.
Daimon clawed at the floor but even his attempts to crawl failed.
Not yet. God, please not yet. Patsy. Let me see Patsy one more time.
"No." He whispered.
Daimon heard Stacy's gentle, encouraging voice in his head but not listening. He couldn't make out the words.
It was impossible to focus on anything but the pain. He couldn't remember where he'd been before now. He tried to clear his mind and focus but it was useless.
"Months," the word kept running through his mind. Why?
You're dying. And with the realization came other memories. His weakness, his chest pains, all symptoms he had ignored for as long as he could until he saw Dr. Hussain. Somehow, he knew he was dying. He could feel it but until she said "less than six months" he hadn't realized how quickly it was all happening.
Now that time was gone. He had spent it in the pods as Stacy tried in vain to heal him.
Daimon clawed at the floor but even his attempts to crawl failed.
Not yet. God, please not yet. Patsy. Let me see Patsy one more time.
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She couldn't get him into the medbay on her own otherwise. He was just too big for her to move on her own.
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"Don't."
The son of Satan spent most of his life in solitude. He chose to keep people at a distance, both for his sake and theirs. But as his strength failed, as fear and doubt filled his mind, he knew one thing: he didn't want to die alone.
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"Please." He repeated.
Daimon's hold on her hand tightened for several long moments. Then his eyes focused and for the first time he both saw and heard her clearly. He let go.
"Hurry."
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"Thank you."
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"There," she said, patting his hand as she put them across his stomach. "Just another moment and I'll have you to bed." Where she could at least monitor his condition. She had a feeling it wasn't going to be good. Shaking herself, she moved to the controls, turning on the anti-gravity to lift the stretcher so she could direct it inside.
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"Is Patsy- is she here?"
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His lips moved in a silent prayer. Our Father, who art in heaven...
When Faiza was able to get him to the bed and situated, the monitors confirmed her fears. Every organ in Daimon's body was failing. At best he had a few days, at worst a few hours.
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If he'd been gone for months she may have moved on but Daimon hadn't. He didn't think he could.
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