Dr. Daniel Jackson (
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A Mini-Midlife Crisis
Where to start? He had to resist the urge to pick at the little square bandage on his forehead or the stitches. Daniel put his hands on his hips, where they couldn't get anywhere near his head, and surveyed what was going to temporarily be his domain. Until he got kicked out, at least, but until then, he was determined to squat here. As makeshift archaeology labs went, he'd worked with less. It was a lot to take in; there were an impressive amount of artifacts from the dig. They probably didn't even scratch the surface of Taleen, but they'd brought back a lot anyway. The room was crowded. Practically overflowing. An archaeologist's wet dream. Maybe not Meaning of Life Stuff, but this could keep a person occupied for months. Maybe years, depending on how thoroughly you wanted to go into it.
Daniel didn't make any motion to begin on any of them. He sat down and looked at the tables.
What the hell was he even doing here? Once the excitement and rush wore off, Daniel realized how inappropriate this was. Talk about a lack of priorities. The fact that he was still thrilled about the prospect of spending a day studying them angered him at the same time as it excited him. Sha're was out there, still a host. Or maybe not, if his universe really had been destroyed. Daniel had a hard time wrapping his head around the concept. Part of him still didn't believe it was true. He wanted proof. Something besides Stacy and the Daligig's word. At the same time, having actual proof only meant that what felt like a terrible possibility became cold, hard fact. Maybe he didn't want to know. It was easier on his sanity if he could wonder if SG-1 was out there still.
And here he was, about to get arm deep in relics and a dead civilization. Like it had any bearing on what was supposed to be the most important thing. He should be trying to get back home or - or do something to help everything and everyone he ever cared about.
Sure thing, as soon as he found some good options. So far, Daniel didn't see anything better than staying on this ship. Even if he found a Stargate, it wasn't like he could abandon ship. It wasn't a matter of attachment but practicality. Where would he go? No point of origin, or maybe they were different, and even if he went back to this Earth, nothing was quite the same. It wasn't his universe. He was better off sticking with Stacy, Daniel had to admit to himself. Everything seemed to converge on her. If anything was going to come up that would help, it would more likely happen around her. That left him doing missions while he was on board, working. Maybe they'd find something on one planet, something that could helped his universe. Even with the destruction of Thor's Hammer, he had a chance to find something to help Sha're.
Daniel took a breath. He stood up. He could make himself useful until the next mission. He had a few things he wanted to study first. The mummy they brought back lay on the table. He was dying to start on it. Or there were the Goa'uld devices.
Daniel didn't make any motion to begin on any of them. He sat down and looked at the tables.
What the hell was he even doing here? Once the excitement and rush wore off, Daniel realized how inappropriate this was. Talk about a lack of priorities. The fact that he was still thrilled about the prospect of spending a day studying them angered him at the same time as it excited him. Sha're was out there, still a host. Or maybe not, if his universe really had been destroyed. Daniel had a hard time wrapping his head around the concept. Part of him still didn't believe it was true. He wanted proof. Something besides Stacy and the Daligig's word. At the same time, having actual proof only meant that what felt like a terrible possibility became cold, hard fact. Maybe he didn't want to know. It was easier on his sanity if he could wonder if SG-1 was out there still.
And here he was, about to get arm deep in relics and a dead civilization. Like it had any bearing on what was supposed to be the most important thing. He should be trying to get back home or - or do something to help everything and everyone he ever cared about.
Sure thing, as soon as he found some good options. So far, Daniel didn't see anything better than staying on this ship. Even if he found a Stargate, it wasn't like he could abandon ship. It wasn't a matter of attachment but practicality. Where would he go? No point of origin, or maybe they were different, and even if he went back to this Earth, nothing was quite the same. It wasn't his universe. He was better off sticking with Stacy, Daniel had to admit to himself. Everything seemed to converge on her. If anything was going to come up that would help, it would more likely happen around her. That left him doing missions while he was on board, working. Maybe they'd find something on one planet, something that could helped his universe. Even with the destruction of Thor's Hammer, he had a chance to find something to help Sha're.
Daniel took a breath. He stood up. He could make himself useful until the next mission. He had a few things he wanted to study first. The mummy they brought back lay on the table. He was dying to start on it. Or there were the Goa'uld devices.
(timeskipping)
"How're you doing on your end?" Daniel asked after awhile.
Re: (timeskipping)
"So where's all this stuff from anyway?" He'd seen enough now to put two and two together; it was all in Jackson's job, the fact he was sorting through this stuff with the kind of anal precision he expected from Aeryn and her weapon maintenance routines. Must've been a dig or something.
After glancing at the weird...jiggly thing, John decided it might be better if he just saved that for later and worked on something that made more sense and had more moving parts he could at least figure out on his own.
Re: (timeskipping)
Daniel moved onto the next item. "We just got back from a planet called Taleen. It was a mixed site, a dead civilization, and then a war zone on top of it between later inhabitants and several alien species from offworld."
John - Crichton, Daniel corrected, especially since there was already a John here. At least this guy was way better company. Anyway, Crichton was moving through the list in a way that had Daniel optimistic that they could get some real progress done today.
Re: (timeskipping)
John nodded at Jackson's description. So apparently despite this thing with the Ohm and all the destroyed universes out there, there was always time for an archaeology pit stop. He could see Doctor Jackson here having the time of his life and while John thought there were better things to be doing than sitting in the dirt digging stuff up, it wasn't as if this guy had detoured the ship for his thing. John didn't speak up for a moment, falling silent to catalog through the stuff on his end of the table, turning what looked to him an awful lot like a pistol plus decayed tumor (thank God for the gloves), when he suddenly looked up.
"You're from Earth, right?" John couldn't resist asking. "You don't think the Milky Way's really gone, do you?"
He tried to keep it casual, like it had nothing to do with him and he was just curious. Maybe he wasn't entirely successful, his throat tight and his voice sounding weird in his ears, like someone else was asking.
Re: (timeskipping)
"Yes, I'm from Earth. Are you?" Did Crichton miss it? Daniel figured most people would miss something of their home, even if they didn't fit in. Then again, there were also people who might be more than happy never to go back. But it was still a lot to take in no matter what you thought of your homeworld.
"I don't know. All we have is their word, no proof. I can't believe everything's gone unless we have something more."