http://shynotmeek.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] shynotmeek.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92011-07-07 12:07 am

There's No Place Like [Open]

This house was strange thing, stranger than any dwelling in Teyr. But it was livable, if overfull of humanity with their strange comings and goings.

She had the feeling that some of them did not trust her, and she found that logical, she didn't trust any of them entirely yet either.

Kali had found herself a quiet corner on the porch, tucked away from everyone else. It was strange, only a little while ago her biggest worry had been that Yana might knock another one of Brevo's teeth out in a brawl, and now...

Now there was a bronze dragon, and so many humans she barely knew, and no siblings. Strange how much they had irritated her at times, and yet now, bereft of their presence, she felt so much more alone than she would have otherwise on this giant ship far from home. She missed them, and there was no shame in that. She missed her mother and her father.

She would like very much to go home. And yet she was here, and her father would return, until then she must do her best to be brave. She must attempt to follow the instructions she had been given and make her father proud of her. That was her only option.

She looked out over the city, left hand resting against her right wrist, wondering if Eva would notice or care if she slipped away to climb one of those impressively tall buildings and if her father would consider that following the rules.

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-07 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie had noticed Krisi standing quietly on the porch and concern prompted her to go to her, although hesitantly. She really didn't know the draconian at all, having only been introduced to her recently and having not had much time to say much more then "hello" to her, and she wasn't sure if Krisi was actually looking for someone to talk to or if she simply wanted to be alone for a few moments. In a house as crowded as hers was now- that her house was on the ship at all still surprised her- it could be hard to get a moment alone and Cassie wouldn't have blamed her if she'd just been seeking some peace and quiet.

Still, this whole situation had to be quite the shock for her as it had been for all of them and she'd been left with only strangers for comfort, so perhaps it was better to just make sure that she was okay.

"Hello, Krisi," Cassie started quietly, moving toward her slowly. "Do you mind if I join you for a few minutes?"

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-07 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie returned the smile as she settled next to Krisi. Although she appeared to be gazing off into the distance, she kept her gaze on Krisi out of the corner of her eye, debating her next move. From what little she'd seen of her, the draconian seemed quiet and proud. A direct question would be the easiest approach, but she doubted that it would give her the answers that she sought. It might be better to try to draw her out if she could.

"You can always ask me to leave you alone, Krisi. Always," she said in a quiet yet insistent voice, finally looking back at her companion. "My house or not, you live here now too and you have every right to ask for privacy if you want it. I only hope that you're finding everything to your liking. I'm not sure what you're used to back in your own world. Is there anything that I might be able to do to make it more comfortable for you?"

Cassie shook her head. "I just wanted some air. It's all been a lot to take in at once, hasn't it? I can hardly believe it. I keep thinking that maybe this is all a dream."

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie couldn't help but note the sudden use of "Miss" before her name. She hadn't expected the increase in formality. Clearly, convincing Krisi to open up to her would be more difficult then she'd anticipated.

Covering up her concern with a smile, she continued. "Oh, please don't call me 'miss'. It makes me feel strange. And, if there is ever anything that I can do, please let me know." Cassie tilted her head at the mention of Krisi's uncle. "I look forward to meeting your uncle. Given how fond both you and Eva seem to be of him, he must wonderful." She chose not to mention the tension that she'd noticed from Marco every time Kang's name came up. She didn't know the cause behind the tension and bringing that up now wouldn't help the current situation. "What's he like?"

"You're right. This isn't a dream, even if it still feels kind of unreal to me. If this were a dream, then either my parents or my alarm would have woken me already. I always tended to wake up very early in the morning." She didn't mention why because it hurt to think about the animals that she'd cared for back on Earth. She hated thinking about their fate.

"How many brothers do you have? What are they like? I've been an only child all my life, but I always wanted a brother or sister."

(OOC: I'm sorry to repost. I misread your post, so I wanted to fix my own to be a more appropriate response.)

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie smiled back at Krisi, pleased at the smile and that she seemed willing to, at least, open up some about her family. It wasn't a win, but it was a step in the right direction, as far as Cassie was concerned. "I can't wait until he returns. You'll have to introduce me when you can. I'm anxious to meet him."

One good turn... If Krisi was willing to reach out to her even that much, perhaps she should meet her halfway. "That reminds me a bit of my relationship with my friends. The ones who live with me in this house. We've been through so much together and we might not always agree, but they all mean so much to me. I know that I'd do anything for them. Maybe it's not the same, but..." Cassie's voice trailed off as grief managed to find its way into it. She hadn't intended for that to happen. But talking about the relationship that she had with her friends had reminded her of something that she'd lost when the war ended. She loved them all, but many of those precious bonds that she'd cherished had vanished or seriously weakened when the war had drawn to a close. She had been grateful for the war's end, but she hadn't been prepared for what had followed. Not even a little.

Cassie took a deep breath, trying to banish her thoughts to the back of her mind. She'd have to deal with them some day, but now was not a good time. She was here now, not there. Not there... And that road led to a whole new layer that she wasn't ready to deal with yet.

She forced herself to continue the conversation. "It is nice to have people who are so close to you. What kind of things do you like to do? Maybe we can figure out a way to include it aboard the ship. You know, make this place feel a bit more like home."

(OOC: Made a couple of minor grammar errors that were bothering me. Sorry!)
Edited 2011-07-08 12:42 (UTC)

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie hadn't missed the small break in the young draconian's demeanor. In that moment, she felt surprisingly close to the girl. Krisi was a child caught up in something that was well over her head, which was a situation that Cassie was intimately familiar with sadly. She missed the days when she had still been able to consider herself a child, but what was done was done. Cassie could only hope that Krisi's own childhood would be preserved better then her own had during the upcoming conflict. At least, Krisi would have her uncle there to help her through it and, if she allowed it, then Cassie would be happy to help her as well.

Her face twisted uncertainly at Krisi's question, quickly thinking back over what she had said. The draconian was more perceptive then she'd realized and it threw her off balance momentarily. Cassie hadn't necessarily intended to give that fact away, but, on reflection, did it matter that Krisi knew? She hadn't really been keeping the fact that she had fought a secret and she wanted to let Krisi know that she trusted her so that the draconian youth might decide to do the same.

She wouldn't lie now. It would only undo all that they had already built. "Yes, I was," Cassie spoke in a voice that was barely above a whisper, suddenly no longer able to meet Krisi's gaze. The war was still too fresh in her mind and the losses still hurt too much for Cassie to really be able to speak of it with the same confidence that she might use for other topics. "It's over now." The last part had become her new mantra since the war had ended. In the end though, it was little more then a comforting lie. The war might have ended, but nothing was over. Not for Cassie at least and not for her friends as far as she could tell. The pain, the sadness, and the terrible uncertainty remained. She could only hope that it would fade in time.

"Perhaps you should try visiting the Sensoriums some time? I haven't been there yet myself, but I've heard that they have impressive holographic equipment that make the images seem almost real. I've been meaning to visit, but I haven't had the opportunity yet." Cassie shrugged, offering Krisi another smile. "I don't know if it would do you any good, but it might be worth a try."

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie hesitated at Krisi's question. But, Krisi was a friend, wasn't she? Marco's mother had introduced her as a relative of a good friend of hers, so certainly there could be no danger there. Plus, the war had been won. Well, in her own time at least. What if that was changed when (She could only think about it in terms of "when". Imagining any other scenario was too difficult for her to bear.) their universe was returned to normal?

Still, she couldn't bring herself to lie. Could there really be any harm in telling Krisi a bit of what happened?

"A race of aliens called the Yeerks invaded our planet," Cassie answered finally, deciding to put her faith in her new friend. "Some of them were determined to make us into slaves, but we fought them. It... was hard. They weren't all bad, you know. Some of them acted cruelly, but many of them thought that they had no choice. That this was the only way that they could live." Cassie paused, blinking back tears as the memories hit her all at once. "But we had to fight. We couldn't let... We had to..." It was almost a plea as though she was asking someone to confirm that they had done what needed to be done. That they had made the right decisions. That she had made the right decisions.

Krisi couldn't give her that confirmation though and, mentally, Cassie knew that was true. Emotionally though, it was a different issue.

"I believe so," Cassie nodded, not realizing that she hadn't scored any points with Krisi for that suggestion. "As I said, I haven't been there yet, but I've heard that it's pretty impressive."

"Can you tell me a bit more of yourself? Of your world?" Cassie asked curiously.
Edited 2011-07-12 21:43 (UTC)

[identity profile] caringcassie.livejournal.com 2011-07-17 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie nodded, still not convinced. No amount of reassurance from others would ever make up for what had happened and for all the things that she had done. Acceptance and forgiveness would have to come from within. She only hoped that it would come in time. For now, it was still outside of her grasp.

Still, she smiled gratefully at the young draconian. She was thankful that Krisi had tried, even if she was also a bit embarrassed that her concerns had been so easy to read. "Thank you. You're right." Except when she wondered how many of the Yeerks who had died had been like Aftran, caught up in a war for which they could see no way out. Then she was not right at all and things were not so simple.

While she listened, she noticed the increased formality again. Respect? Discomfort? Concern? Purposefully distancing herself? That last thought caused Cassie to frown. She hoped that wasn't the reason for it.

This time though she noticed the disinterest and possibly even discomfort with the mention of the Sensoriums, so she left that topic alone. It no longer served a purpose.

And Cassie would take whatever information she could get. Jumping on the new pieces of the puzzle, she looked with interest at Krisi. "You are very accomplished to be able to fight with a bow as well as hand to hand at such a young age. How long have you been training? Is that common in your culture?" Contemplating the rest of the conversation, she also cautiously asked, "You've mentioned your mother and siblings, but not your father. Would it be too invasive for me to ask about him?" She hesitated again, worried that she might have offended Krisi.

After a moment's pause, she continued with further caution, "I hope that my question did not offend you. I'm just curious. I'd... like for us to be friends, but I won't force you into any situation that makes you uncomfortable." Cassie shrugged and smiled hopefully at Krisi, her eyes filled with patience and understanding.
Edited 2011-07-17 03:18 (UTC)

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-07 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Eva's been watching long enough. It's about time she ask some questions. She's been aware from a few hours ago that she's being deceived, and while she trusts it's with good intentions she's not one who likes to stay out of the know.

She sits down on the porch next to Krisi, a wine glass in one hand and a mug of soft cider for her. Whether or not Draconians start drinking younger, Eva won't be serving alcohol to minors here. "So. What's the real story?"

She doesn't ask in an accusatory way, just a casual one.

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-07 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Here." She holds the mug of cider out to Krisi, seeing that shift, that survival-focused wariness. Either Krisi has already seen hardship, or she has been taught well that danger can arise out of even the most innocuous-looking situations. "Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you. I'm just curious."

Of course, the Draconians have probably heard that a few times before.

"Kang's very proud of his family, and yet he's never mentioned a niece Krisi. And you don't talk about him like an uncle. I'm not saying she doesn't exist, but either you were born after his point in the timeline, you became close to him after his point in the timeline, or what I think-" she takes a sip of wine, feeling a little bit like a detective in the parlor scene of an old mystery movie- "is that you're not giving me the whole story, and that Krisi is an identity."

Re: In other words, you're completly right, but good luck getting her to admit it.

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Eva, despite having heard the story before, says nothing while Krisi recites it, except to snort at one line that bothers her. When Krisi finishes, she says "don't ever call yourself twisted, muchacha. Draconians are anything but."

She purses her lips. "I've heard that story before, and the only answer I can give you is that if I were a dragon, I'd find you repulsive whether or not you were related to Kang, or how closely. And if I hated Kang, I'd do enough damage by harming the second other person to arrive from Krynn to pay back a hundred grudges, no matter your connection to him. Your uncle is isolated, Krisi. Just about anyone from home who knows his face in a good light would be a godsend to him."

She gestures at the house. "Furthermore, this place is a cold zone. Stacy can't interfere with violence here. And I'm a very dangerous woman, as certain people on the ship can attest."

She takes a sip of wine. "Basically, Krisi, if I wanted to harm you or Kang, you'd already be dead. Believe me when I say that I know better than just about anyone the power of a secret identity, and while I'll continue to shelter you whether or not you spill, I don't want to be deceived by someone I take to be a friend. I know your kind have reasons to be secretive. I understand that. But don't take me for an idiot."

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
"I think there's a jump between turning out differently than planned and being 'twisted'."

At hearing that, she breaks out into a smile and opens her arms as if to hug Kali, although she doesn't make any sudden movements still. "That's wonderful to hear! Your father will be, he'll..."

She almost tears up thinking about it, all the years Kang's missed with his daughter. There's a sudden bitter-sweetness to it. She knows Kali must be older than when Kang saw her last, significantly so. The Kali she saw in the Sensoriums was hardly more than an infant.

So many years lost. Eva knows too well what that feels like and wouldn't wish it on Kang, or Kali.

"Your father will be so happy to see you," she concludes, quickly rubbing the corners of her eyes.

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-09 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
She takes a deep, steadying breath. "I'm fine. Just allergies. Probably something I planted in the garden."

She considers for a moment whether to tell Kali, then decides she would be remiss postponing the inevitable. She slugs back some more wine. "Kali, you know how timelines work aboard this ship, don't you? Kang is from an earlier point in time than you are. When you see him...he still remembers you as an infant. Those are his most recent memories of you. He may not recognize you at all."

She runs her front teeth back and forth over a crack in her lower lip. "And drink some cider. It's good for you."

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-12 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
She nods. "Something like that. He won't remember them, probably, even with time and patience. I don't want you to get your hopes up that they will."

She lets out a slow breath and takes another sip of wine, casting her gaze across the front yard. "It may be awkward at first, but he's going to love you as much regardless. I'm sure you don't even need that reassurance."

[identity profile] vissernone.livejournal.com 2011-07-17 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes. It's something, and something's usually enough if you let it be."

She's glad to see that Kang seems to have passed his strength and understanding onto his daughter. Young as she is, she seems strong for her age. Someday she might even be wise, even if she is a bit naive now.

It always makes her heart sink a little to see children so grown up.
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[personal profile] livestoannoy 2011-07-07 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Marco wasn't really looking to interact with Krisi at all - he'd just been returning home, which meant he had to walk by her to get into the house. While he'd flown back in osprey morph, he'd made sure to demorph out of her sight. His morphing might be public knowledge by now, but he was pretty sure she didn't know what they could do yet. He wasn't going to just go and hand that knowledge to her.

He didn't trust Krisi. They didn't know her, and more to the point, her one point of connection on the ship was Kang. Sure, she was just a kid, and she might not even be as big a bastard as her uncle is. But the fact that she was related to Kang was enough to make Marco dislike having her live with them in Cassie's house, particularly when Jake, Cassie, and Tobias had only just arrived. He and Ax needed to be filling them in, getting them up to speed - they didn't need to have some draconian kid they couldn't trust running around underfoot.

But Marco hadn't exactly had much choice in the matter, so instead he'd mostly ignored Krisi. If they ended up in the same room together, he might eye her warily, but other than that he kept his distance.

He ignored her now, only shooting her one quick look or suspicion before walking up to open the front door.
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[personal profile] livestoannoy 2011-07-08 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Marco stopped, narrowing his eyes slightly. He hadn't expected her to talk to him. He'd have preferred it if she hadn't, in fact. Trying to figure out whether or not Krisi was someone trustworthy or someone who was just stuck in the middle of Kang's palm wasn't something Marco particularly cared to figure out.

And besides - Kang had seemed okay at first as well. And that turned out real well, didn't it?

"Do you expect everyone you meet to instantly like you and beg to be your friend?" Marco countered, before continuing. Krisi might not beleive it, but he was going to answer her question honestly - if while also leaving a lot out at the same time. "I don't know you. I don't know who's side your own or your agenda, and I sure as hell don't know whether you're at all trustworthy. And maybe you like living under the same roof as strangers, but I don't."
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[personal profile] livestoannoy 2011-07-08 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
"That makes two of us," Marco said dryly. "But one of the most dangerous people I've met on this ship was a little twelve year old girl. Age isn't exactly a good indicator around here. And you're the one who wanted a reason - you got one. Don't blame me for the fact that you decided that moving in with a bunch of strangers was a good idea."

He watched her movements, noting the fact that she was getting into a better defensive position. She was smart for assuming that someone she didn't know might be a threat - but maybe not so smart for staying at Cassie's house in the first place. If Marco hadn't had Ax when he'd woken up? No way would he have stayed with anyone, no matter who they claimed to know.

"You want to leave? Go ahead. I'm not keeping you here. But as long as you are here? I'll stay out of your way, as long as you stay out of mine," he said, moving to open the front door - he wasn't exactly in the mood to stick around and chat.
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[personal profile] livestoannoy 2011-07-09 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Marco stopped, hand already on the door handle, and sighed. "You don't know the things your uncle has done on this ship," he said quietly. "I have plenty of reasons to not like him. I don't know why my Mom was willing to forgive and forget, but I'm not her."

He ran his fingers through his hair, looking maybe just a little bit guilty. His Mom would probably kill him right now. "Look, I'm sorry. I don't like you being here, yeah. But this isn't my house, you know? Your staying here isn't my call. And I told you, I won't get in your way. Short of you going psycho on us for some reason, I'm not going to hurt you. Okay? So...I don't know. Do whatever."

Shooting her one last look, Marco opened the front door and walked inside.

[identity profile] godchu.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Sometime earlier, the yellow rodent known as Pikachu had split off from Ash to explore the City level. While normally the Pokemon liked to stick by Ash, he did occasionally split off from the group, and Ash was generally fine with it as long as Pikachu came back before the group was ready to move on. And since they were stuck around for the forseeable future, Pikachu was free to explore to his heart's content.

Making a mad dash across Cassie's fence, he stalled when he saw Kali.

"PiPikachu!" he said, waving.

[identity profile] hadabrother.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Jake had been told that someone else was moving in with them. He'd been told they weren't human. And, really, his experience in the War had made him accustomed to alien creatures. So, seeing someone who looked like a dragon out of some old storybook wasn't exactly a shock. A bit of a surprise, really, but not a shock.

Still, she wasn't one of them. Still an outsider. But he wasn't going to turn her away or force her out. Jake offered Kali a (slightly awkward) nod as he passed through. "Hey. Settling in alright?"

Which was a bit of an odd question to ask, considering Jake was still settling in, but he was the Leader.

[identity profile] hadabrother.livejournal.com 2011-07-08 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
When some of your friends were walking salad shooters or blue deer centaurs with scorpion tails, you looked at dragon as relatively normal in the grand scheme of things. Funny, that. He offered a tired smile, "I'm doing alright. Just trying to get a grip on everything. Shouldn't be too bad, though."

Translation: I have no idea what to do yet.

"I know this house probably isn't like home, but it's the best we can do."

Hell, it wasn't like home for him, either. Home was an apartment now. Strange to think about that.