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trans_92011-06-11 09:11 pm
governmentninja) wrote in trans_92011-06-11 09:11 pm
No pain... [Open]
So, the hostages had been rescued successfully and were recovering. The crew members affected by the clock were back to their proper age.
Sherry was back to her proper age. Something which was both a great relief and tremendously heartbreaking at the same time. He was glad she was back to being his little linefacer, but getting a chance to see her when she was so small, during all the years of her life that he hadn't been a part of.
At least he took plenty of pictures.
Though, while a couple of problems were solved, there were still plenty more to deal with. The map; whether or not the GIA set them up at NiSaris; the Ohm; replacing repodded personnel... Though he was taking a break from that now. Or was trying to, at least. Not an easy thing to do with a ton of stuff weighing on his mind.
To help clear his mind, he went down to the City (which reminded him, at some point, he needed suggest to the Council that they actually give the City a name), and at the moment was hanging upside down from a tall fence doing one sit up after another. He wasn't out of shape, still barely having an ounce of fat on him, and by no means rusty, but the rescue mission had made him realize he had been out of the field and behind a desk for too long. Being some distant, hands off executive wasn't his style. And whatever was about to come their way next, he'd need to be at his best to help.
Sherry was back to her proper age. Something which was both a great relief and tremendously heartbreaking at the same time. He was glad she was back to being his little linefacer, but getting a chance to see her when she was so small, during all the years of her life that he hadn't been a part of.
At least he took plenty of pictures.
Though, while a couple of problems were solved, there were still plenty more to deal with. The map; whether or not the GIA set them up at NiSaris; the Ohm; replacing repodded personnel... Though he was taking a break from that now. Or was trying to, at least. Not an easy thing to do with a ton of stuff weighing on his mind.
To help clear his mind, he went down to the City (which reminded him, at some point, he needed suggest to the Council that they actually give the City a name), and at the moment was hanging upside down from a tall fence doing one sit up after another. He wasn't out of shape, still barely having an ounce of fat on him, and by no means rusty, but the rescue mission had made him realize he had been out of the field and behind a desk for too long. Being some distant, hands off executive wasn't his style. And whatever was about to come their way next, he'd need to be at his best to help.
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"The only way you'll know is when you're actually faced with that moment. That's the only honest answer I can give you. It's not something anyone can teach you how to do. I can train you in lethal forms of combat, but teaching you how to kill someone and actually killing someone are two completely different things.
"Its a choice. But... its not a decision you make out of hatred, or because there's some darkness inside of you. Its a choice you make because, in that moment, the only options you'll have are either you, them, or someone else and you'll have a blink of an eye to decide or they will decide for you.
"I know that with your powers, a blink of an eye can seem like eternity, but with the situation we're in and the things we'll have to face, you won't always have the advantage. If you volunteer for Command, you'll probably find yourself faced with that kind of choice far more often than you ever thought possible.
"As for whether or not you can live with it? I can't say how killing someone would affect you. I'd love to stand here and tell you 'eh, you'll get over it after the first few times,' but its nowhere near that simple. What I can tell you that you can learn how to live with it. And if you really believe in what you're fighting for it... it doesn't make it okay, but it does make making those decisions a lot easier."
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"If it turns out I can't hack it... or... if I can't handle it, I can back out, right?"
He didn't have to be in Command forever if he sucked at it?
"Provided, you know, it doesn't mean I get killed. I think I can do this, but if it turns out I can't, obviously, I'd need to back out again so I don't get myself or someone else killed. Go somewhere else where I can do some good."
At least he was thinking responsibly.
"Because it's not something I can know until I'm there."
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