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The medical care available on Stacy is far beyond anything that the Four Nations had, better even than the powers of skilled waterbenders to heal. Which is why Zuko is lying in discomfort now, not raging agony, as the burn on his back heals.
Because of the location of the injury, he's lying on his stomach on a specialized cot, with his arms supported by low rests below his body. The open welts on his back are not entirely healed, and have been left exposed to the open air to allow the heat to keep fading. Occasionally Zuko breathes out as he uses his own firebending to try to expel some of the burn's excess heat.
He could ask to be put to sleep while the healing process continues, but he hasn't. He has too much to think about.
Because of the location of the injury, he's lying on his stomach on a specialized cot, with his arms supported by low rests below his body. The open welts on his back are not entirely healed, and have been left exposed to the open air to allow the heat to keep fading. Occasionally Zuko breathes out as he uses his own firebending to try to expel some of the burn's excess heat.
He could ask to be put to sleep while the healing process continues, but he hasn't. He has too much to think about.
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"Why would she make me think you were my sister?"
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He'd kissed her.
It was a relief that it wasn't Katara because of how she'd hurt his feelings, but he still had kissed her, kissed someone other than his girlfriend, hugged someone other than his girlfriend, loved someone other than his girlfriend.
Stacy could change love? Put it places where it didn't belong between people, take it away on a whim?
"Why don't we ask her?" Aang said, sitting up straighter on the chair he'd slumped into, expression a little too serious for him. Since they found him again, his face sometimes looked a little too serious, it was sometimes a little too frowny or sad than it should have been. "Stacy! Why did you do this to us?"
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Zuko pours out his sudden aggression towards the ship's voice, letting fly words that he's spoken quietly before or only considered in his mind.
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She felt...hurt. To them she was just Katara's student, someone who just happened to help them out. =
Kaya swallowed. "Look, I can tell this is going to be a hard thing to adjust to: it isn't easy for me either. I just want to know what you guys need from me. Wherever Katara is, she's not here yet, and you need a waterbender. I'll be happy to lend a hand."
It hurt still. She looked at them and saw people she cared about and respected, but all they saw from her was an impersonator. This day just seemed worse and worse.
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Not Katara. Someone who looks quite a lot like her (but who can tell one Water Tribe girl from the other, really), but it isn't her. She doesn't remember her very well at all and Kaya just gets a blank look before she turns her attention back to the people who deserve it. Or person, rather. Aang.
"As fantastic as it is to learn that we've all had our memories messed around with, I think we have a more immediate problem. And it's currently locked up in the brig instead of being where it should be."
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"And why would she make a 'mistake' like that? Was it really a mistake? How can we trust anything Stacy tells us now?"
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She shook her head. She needed to leave, give them time to think. There was no point in being here while they puzzled over how Stacy could have tricked them all. She could already see that her part, healing, helping to stop Mai, that was over now.
"Right," she said. "So, I'm going to go and let my friends know what's happened, all right? Some people still think I'm in the pod. Better stop them worrying."
She headed for the door out.
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Basically, they had no ill will towards her for this and even wanted to be friendly, just...after they'd taken care of all the problems that'd been suddenly dumped onto their laps.
"So when you take care of your friends..."
Come on back to them.
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Zuko finishes what Aang started. For one thing -
"We're probably going to need a good waterbender if we're going to keep Azula under control. You've got an investment in this, too - you know her, you know what she's capable of."
For another thing - Zuko knows what it's like to half that half-in, half-out feeling, with one voice telling him he's supposed to be part of a group, and another - an inner one - telling him he's not.
He remembers that sense of displacement, when he came to the Gaang on the ship expecting to have to convince them of his goodwill . . . and hearing that they'd already been convinced, and had befriended them for actions that he didn't yet remember making. He can only imagine that what she's going through now is hugely more disorienting.
"We need you."
Whoever she is.
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"If we're completely finished with dealing with that..."
She didn't jab a finger at him. Or point. Or anything so dramatic. All she did was talk. The tone of her voice got her point across clearly enough.
"If you're inability to act and do the right thing gets Zuko hurt again, I'll do it for you. And next time, I'm not going to miss."
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And gradually, she envied their close bond.
But Mai's words snapped her back to reality. She wanted to believe it was the best plan to prevent Mai from being shut in the brig. But if she had, Zuko wouldn't even be here.
She has chosen wrong. But that wouldn't happen again, if that chance came back. She would have to make a decision that protected her friends.
And with that thought, she headed towards the City, intending to go straight to Billy and Ronnae's.
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"Aang is the Avatar. And I trust him to make the right decisions. Even if he needs a bit poking and prodding in one direction or another sometimes." He grinned over at Aang.
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He'd promised. Even if maybe Zuko was the type to make that promise hard to keep.
"But it's my job to protect life--all life if that can be done. That included Ozai. That also means Azula. Even if I wasn't respecting the sovereignty of the Fire Nation on this and the Firelord's right to handle Fire Nation war criminals the way he sees fit," his eyes darted to Zuko and back to Mai, "I'd still have to do it this way."
The expression on his face that he gave Mai was sympathetic. His resolve on this was unbending, though.
"If it ever comes to that, if one of us is caught in some horrible moment where we have to kill her to save lives, then...then we'll do what we each think is right. But killing her in cold blood or after surrender or when she's unconscious on the floor..."
"If it's done, it needs to be life or death, right at that moment. Because of the laws of this ship, because her life is not worth imprisonment or Stacy's Punishment. And...because it's a life. Because she's sick."
She was insane. Dangerous, yes, but insane. Not faking it. Genuinely mad, sick in a way that no person every should have to be. Maybe there was no way to fix it, maybe she should be punished for her crimes, but to punish her for that, that was more difficult.
"Evil, definitely...but sick."
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She listened to Aang, half-tempted to interject every time he spoke. But she waited. She listened. And once she was sure that he was finished, she began again.
"Well, that's fascinating. I hadn't noticed that she was insane."
Ah, sarcasm. A wonderful tool.
"I don't care if she's sick. I don't care if she's faking it. Either way, she's still a danger - an immediate danger. If she's conscious? She's going to be trying to kill us. All of us. Do you really think she'd care if any of us tried to surrender? If we were helpless in front of her, you know what she'd do. You all do!"
And for once her anger comes to bear on the rest of them.
"None of you seem to get it - showing someone mercy who'd never show you any? Isn't smart. It isn't moral. It's just weak and it's going to get one of you killed one day!"