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trans_92011-02-05 09:09 am
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Jaime had been poring over the notes left to him by his other self and his investigations had led him here.
The Vatican. He stared up at the scarred edifice of the building, bullet holes and scorch marks. Places near the doors and windows where claws had gouged into the stone. He traced a finger along one of these marks as he tried to imagine what it must have been like. A tide of, well, zombies, surging against the makeshift fortifications. Gunfire and explosions. The stench of death. And this had been something his other self had been convinced was his own fault. Jaime couldn't seem to grasp the magnitude of it. Thousands of people, dead. Because of a mistake? The malevolence of others. He opened and closed a fist.
This wasn't his mistake though. It wasn't his burden to carry. It shouldn't be. He wasn't here. And yet he couldn't help feeling slightly culpable. It had been him, a version of him, that had made the decisions that led here. Finally, he spoke aloud.
"No. This wasn't me. I don't have to live burdened by what someone else did." A pause.
"Even if it was me." Khaji snickered mentally, a faint buzz against the back of his mind.
"Oh, yeah, laugh it up, bug."
The Vatican. He stared up at the scarred edifice of the building, bullet holes and scorch marks. Places near the doors and windows where claws had gouged into the stone. He traced a finger along one of these marks as he tried to imagine what it must have been like. A tide of, well, zombies, surging against the makeshift fortifications. Gunfire and explosions. The stench of death. And this had been something his other self had been convinced was his own fault. Jaime couldn't seem to grasp the magnitude of it. Thousands of people, dead. Because of a mistake? The malevolence of others. He opened and closed a fist.
This wasn't his mistake though. It wasn't his burden to carry. It shouldn't be. He wasn't here. And yet he couldn't help feeling slightly culpable. It had been him, a version of him, that had made the decisions that led here. Finally, he spoke aloud.
"No. This wasn't me. I don't have to live burdened by what someone else did." A pause.
"Even if it was me." Khaji snickered mentally, a faint buzz against the back of his mind.
"Oh, yeah, laugh it up, bug."

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But the Vatican. That just stood out above them all and the rest.
She pushed open the double doors to the church, peering in.
"Hello?" Did she just hear someone?
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"Uh. Hey." He raised a hand to wave at the red-head.
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Re: forgot a word.
"Some important stuff happened here, apparently."
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"Nice place to think, though, right?" She looked up at the altar. It felt quite safe in the church. Safe enough to just relax and let thoughts wander and ponder and gather.
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"A lot of people died here." His voice is quiet, morose. He doesn't want to think about it, but that's all that's on his mind right now.
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"I heard you were finally back with us, kid. How're you feeling?"
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"I don't think we've met yet. Well, you and me me, anyway."
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"Jaime?" You might want to explain yourself.
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"I know I was here before. Because I--the other me--left notes for myself, if an alternate self--like me--ever showed up. It's complicated."
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"Is this some kind of joke?" He questioned. "You used to joke about alternate selves and stuff like that before, and frankly, I wouldn't put it past you and Paco to try to pull off a prank like that."
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"I'm here because I'm trying to understand what the other me did that made him feel responsible for all. . .this." He waves a hand at the battle damaged Vatican.
"And I still don't know your name."
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"Leon S. Kennedy, Captain of the ship." Previous Jaime had friends in high places, apparently. "And what happened here," he motioned vaguely around the Vatican, "is kind of a long story."
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"He also said you know about the Scarab and the Ohm and that I could trust you."
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"And, yeah, I know about Khaji. And that he's some kind of very distant relative of the Ohm. Though no one is entirely sure of what that means at this juncture."
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"Hopefully it won't happen this way again." He looks at Leon critically for a moment.
"Yeah. That kind of scares me, to be honest. All I know is that if I'd rather end up dead than a tool of the Ohm." A pause.
"Khaji says it's the same for him."
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Approaching, she heard a voice, and said, "Probably shouldn't make a habit of talking to yourself."
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"Not crazy, I promise."
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"I'm Jaime, by the way."
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After a moment, she offered her name a bit begrudgingly. "Rachel."
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"I'm serious about the fighting crime part. Nice to meet you, Rachel."
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Even if he seemed pretty serious about the crime fighting part.
"Seriously?" she asked, a bit incredulous. That did not seem like alien symbiote activity, from her experience.
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"Not exactly what I was expecting Junior year to be like, but there you go."
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"So what, you were some kind of superhero?"
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