Why was it that you only figured out what you had when it was taken from you?
"I can't do it," he said, and as he spoke the words, Kai realized they were true. "I can't assume they're dead and gone for good yet, not if there's a chance they aren't. But at the same time, knowing they might and that I might find out one day that this whole time there was no chance at all..."
He was leaning forward now, resting his head on his hands, elbows propped on his knees.
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I don't want to leave things the way they were.
Why was it that you only figured out what you had when it was taken from you?
"I can't do it," he said, and as he spoke the words, Kai realized they were true. "I can't assume they're dead and gone for good yet, not if there's a chance they aren't. But at the same time, knowing they might and that I might find out one day that this whole time there was no chance at all..."
He was leaning forward now, resting his head on his hands, elbows propped on his knees.
"I hate it."