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Nobody Here But Us Clones [closed]
The sun had set on the illusion of the Kent farm in the Sensoriums. The stars were out in a big, clear Kansas sky. During the night-time, the sky here could be just as beautiful--and expansive--as it was during the day.
Kon was in the barn, leaning against the window-sill, looking out on the night sky. The moon was good practice for his telescopic vision, and it was perfectly rendered here, every basin, ridge and lunar mare.
Mostly, he just didn't want to see anyone right now, after the business with Mei-Xing's clone. He was getting sick of the wait, but terrified of what the decision would be.
Kon was in the barn, leaning against the window-sill, looking out on the night sky. The moon was good practice for his telescopic vision, and it was perfectly rendered here, every basin, ridge and lunar mare.
Mostly, he just didn't want to see anyone right now, after the business with Mei-Xing's clone. He was getting sick of the wait, but terrified of what the decision would be.
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This was something he had never told Kal before, and it was something he'd never seen the need to tell Kal before. But maybe he needed to hear it.
"But even with all that, safe in your shadow, do you honestly think I've never been called 'genescrape' before? That I've never been told I belonged to someone else? One time I had Amanda Waller in my face threatening to have me stuffed in a warehouse with the rest of the government's damaged 'property' if I showed I was 'defective.' I almost got dissected and it was condoned by the government--I had my dead girlfriend's DNA used to make clones to fight me, and that was okay, too. And what they did--what they freakin' did to Guardian, General Good cloning disposable Guardians to fight wars..."
Just like he'd said, they'd all wanted to die. During a very somber talk he'd had with Guardian after that whole debacle, he'd found that out--he'd wanted to know that he hadn't murdered them all. Sometimes he still worried that Guardian was lying about them dying at peace with the decision, but then he remembered that each of the clones had Guardian's memories, his experiences, and he knew every one of them would've made that choice.
"Clones are disposable people, that's what it comes down to. They're treated like--like things. Like belongings. Property. Mei-Xing keeps saying that's her property."
His eyes flashed angrily.
"And I'm guessing if this is even an issue, some of the Council people are agreeing with her."
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Kon was right. Nanoha was right.
This was all it lead up to. He couldn't help but let out a sigh.
"Some of them are, yes... and the bad part about all this is that who we are doesn't mean a thing here. And it won't even more if this somehow turns into clones being turned into property."
His mind wandered back to Nanoha. She said her girlfriend, her adopted daughter were clones, too.
He went silent, trying to think of a solution.
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"With this whole issue, if it was was a normal person that was brain damaged, it'd be barbaric. If some little girl had been born and kidnapped and aged up so fast her brain couldn't take it, left a blank slate, never able to live out her life, used for organs, we'd be calling it a travesty, and whatever was decided for that little girl, it'd be for that little girl, trying to work out the most humane thing to do for her rather than looking at what could be scavenged from her corpse after pulling the plug. What's the only difference here?"
Kon shook his head, looking lost.
"It's that she's a clone. That makes it instead of deciding to do what's best for her I'll bet people are looking at what can be gotten from her. And that's what's wrong. Brain-damaged or not, cloned or not, we should be making the best choice for her. Either try to help her live, or let her die in peace--but if she does, let it be with dignity, not carving out her insides like a pumpkin, letting her be used like a thing."
There was a slight shrug of his shoulders.
"There's no perfect answer, Kal. Not when you're choosing that someone's better off alive or dead and they're in no condition to speak for themselves. Even I don't know what to argue there. But the least the Council could do is treat her like a brain damaged person when they make the decision. And then decide what rights a brain damaged person has on this ship. Across the board. Either all our organs are forfeit or nobody's are. I could live with you guys' decision if you did it that way. Any other way, and you are saying that her origins make her not a person--and that means it's the same for every clone on the ship."
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He stood straight as he did. "I have a lot to learn and not a lot of time to do so... especially with what we're dealing with."
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A pause.
"Thanks for comin' to talk to me."
He held up his fist for a little mentorly fistbump.
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He held up his own fist and fistbumped Kon's. He was going about this the wrong way and he helped him see that.