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Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars! [Closed]
Alex peaked his head into the building that Luna's comm-ring was pinging from. He tentatively stepped in, holding his laptop. He had kept his promise. As soon as he knew that he would not be needed for anything more he found where Luna was the same way he found Shiva and rushed to be with her.
He ventured, "Luna?" He put his laptop down on a table as he passed it, looking around. Alice too seemed to be peering around, looking for the whimsical girl.
He ventured, "Luna?" He put his laptop down on a table as he passed it, looking around. Alice too seemed to be peering around, looking for the whimsical girl.
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"Oh, thank Merlin...though I don't know why I was so worried." She pauses, shakes her head. "Well, no, that's not true. There's a perfectly good reason for worrying." And she pauses again, eyeing him from across the room. "I'm quite glad you're alright. And Alice." And there is a smile on her face at the mention of the rat, wan though it may be.
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Alex used his heel to scratch at his leg, unphased by his untied shoes. "Wh-why were you w-worried?" He wasn't sure if she just meant that him being in a dangerous situation, or if it was something more complicated. It sounded like it should have been.
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"I don't need much help staying safe," she says, laughter lurking somewhere in her tone as she straightens, Alice in hand. "But thank you."
She watches him, mouth open a bit. After a moment, she tucks her wand behind her left ear (she still has it out from her little sojourn out of the cottage), tugging her long tumble of blonde curls over her shoulder absently.
"We were all in danger, so it only makes sense to worry about friends. I was fairly certain that I was safe--none of the...bobs? Are they called bobs? Anyway, none of them were out this way, so I knew I would be fine, but I had no idea about you and Katara and the others." A pause, and her eyebrows lift slightly. "Have you heard from Katara? Is she alright?"
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Alex nodded, "I ch-checked on her using the c-comm ring, right after you. I think she's sh-shaken, but who isn't?" He rubbed his left arm with his right hand. It hadn't been confirmed, but his gut told him someone was dead. Someone besides just the unnamed pod sleepers.
"They're c-called bombs... an' they show some o-of the w-worst of muggle technology. Always tryin' to find a more efficient way to k-kill each other." He wondered if the wizarding community of her world was the same.
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"Wizards are like that, too, though." Her face darkens, her thumb tracing a small but deep scar on the inside of her elbow, a remnant of Bellatrix Lestrange forever embedded in her flesh. "Most of our killing spells aren't so loud, though. I can't imagine wanting to use a gun, really."
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Alex wandered over to a piece of plaster that had fallen from the wall and sat on it with a heavy sigh. He should be happy. He was safe, Luna was safe, everyone he knew was safe. He had disarmed his bomb, with only a little bit of friction between him and the other engineer.
Why then did it not feel right?
Was it because of the man who had been taken over by that parasite? Was it just the shock of the situation?
He had been able to work just fine under pressure before. He even somehow enjoyed that real risk. But had he ever before really considered that his life was on the line?
The shoulder of his jacket fell down his arm. He went to fix it, but instead began tracing some of his own scars absently. "M-maybe... Maybe it's not s-so wrong, what the CRP was tryin' ta do... If all the world c-could see shadows... perhaps there w-would be less c-crimes."
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"Shadows? What do you mean," she asks, walking towards him, sitting beside him on the fallen chunk of plaster and stone, head tilted, eyes on his profile.
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He explained how he needed to eat them to live, and how his specific powers work, even giving a demonstration, forcing one of his tendrils to be visible as he used it to lift up a decent-sized rock. He explained the different tiers of the shadows, and how some would attack him if he got too close, and how that didn't happen with other shadow eaters for some reason.
"It might b-be hard, now that I have friends that aren't shadow eaters... If they're r-really upset... Well, I g-guess I'll figure something out."
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"I don't get upset very often, and when I do I do it in private," she says. "I'm not so sure about Katara, but I think you'll be alright. That's very interesting, though." A pause. "It's rather like Dementors, only you're much less horrifying."
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As he brings up that last point he becomes increasingly more awkward. He keeps looking away, running his fingers through his hair. If she said no, well, it wouldn't mean much to him, but he really didn't want her to feel uncomfortable or upset by the request.
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"Dementors are one of the bad things about my world, I suppose. They're tall, skeletal creatures shrouded in black that feed on negative emotion, only they do it much more deliberately and maliciously than it sounds you do. They make you feel cold, take all glints of hope away, smother you under blankets of misery and sadness. They're so abhorred that their entire species has been placed inside Azkaban--a wizard prison--to keep the prisoners in check." She sighs quietly. "What better place to put creatures you hate than among people you hate? Sometimes I wonder if the witches and wizards in there really deserve to be driven mad by their own horridness, but after the war..." She shakes her head again, pushes the clouds away, smiles. "Well, I don't wonder anymore."
She peers at him curiously, gaze probing and unnervingly intent before she turns pink, as well, and looks away.
"I wouldn't mind," she says, staring at her hands in her lap, hair hiding her face from view.
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And he hated that these creatures did sound so similar to him. They both fed off of other peoples pain. He doubted that they could feel any themselves, or they would not do such a thing. That was the big difference. He could feel every bit of pain he ate. He got up and knelt next to Luna, putting his arms around her shoulders, "I w-would never seek to make you hurt any more. I o-only want to take your pain away."
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"Of course you wouldn't," she says, sounding surprised as she pats his back. "You're nothing like a Dementor, Alex." A pause. "If anything, you make me happier." She says this quietly, as though wishing she could hide her face in his shoulder and mumble it so he can't hear it at all, but alas, she does no such thing, and it is perfectly audible--to him, anyway, which has a tide of red suffusing her cheeks, because she's pretty sure that saying that to him means more than it would if she said it to Katara or Ginny.
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"Always apologizing," she says, smiling faintly. "It's going to be difficult to cure you of that compulsion, isn't it? You have nothing to apologize for. At all."
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His father would hit a little less if he apologized after all.
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A smile twitched at his lips. He looked back up a Luna, "But I l-like the sentiment of what you've b-been taught. It makes a lot o-of sense..."
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"I've heard guilt tends to cling to shoulders that welcome it," she says sagely, eyebrows lifting slightly. "My parents raised me well, I suppose. They were a lovely couple when it came to life lessons."
I just realized, Katara, Luna, and Alex all lost their mothers pretty early. :|
They did, didn't they? ; w;
Poor kids!
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This time he did, stroking between her ears. "T-thanks... I guess, well, the scars help, i-in a way. They remind me of what he's done, but they're n-not nice ta look at. I think I'd r-rather them go away, but I dunno how much like me I-I'd feel w-without them... B-but, I hate the m-memories they bring..." Alex was absently rubbing at his right forearm, the jacket sleeve getting pushed back to reveal the sort of thing he was talking about."
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Gently, she touches a cigarette burn--it looks like a wand burn, to her--her finger tracing it carefully, her thumb landing on a line with remnants of what look, to her, like sewing stitches, a thought that horrifies her. Knowing nothing of Muggle medicine, she doesn't know about stitches and their use for holding large cuts together, so she assumes that the stitches were another way for his father to hurt him, her eyes clouding with an odd type of anger, accompanied by a misty, glassy shine the belies the tears of frustration and sorrow she is withholding, eyebrows knitting together.
"I'm so sorry," she says quietly, her heart heavy enough that she feels its weight in her stomach.
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These were the justifications he had repeated to himself, partially ingrained in him by this father, and partially to help himself feel better about the situation.
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"None of these could possibly be your fault," she says, looking back down at his arm, running fingers over a burn mark, a deeper line, her other hand curling around his in an unconscious, but tender manner. She shakes her head. "If he's your father, nothing you could ever do should provoke these kinds of things. You don't...you don't raise children by force."
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He forced a smile. If you looked carefully you could see how old faded scars caused the skin to pull in various places, "W-well, he's not here now, so it really isn't that big of a d-deal. As l-long as he's not h-here, then he c-can't hurt me any more, right?"
of course that was wrong. Things his father had done years ago were still hurting him now.
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"We talked about fairytales the first time we met," she says softly, her fingers barely skimming his forehead, following the line of the scar. "There's a legend in my world about a boy with a scar on his forehead--The Boy Who Lived, we call him, cursed by You-Know-Who in an attempt to kill him. The curse backfired, and the Dark Lord fled into exile, not quite dead, clinging to life through some Dark means, and though the Boy's parents were dead around him, his house in ruins, he went on. He grew up with Muggles that treated him poorly, and when he found out he was a wizard, he didn't know what to make of himself. And then he made everything of himself, and when You-Know-Who returned, more powerful than before, the Boy Who Lived became the Chosen One, and he sacrificed himself for the world. And he lived to tell the tale, though his scar told it for him. Just a little scar, shaped like a bolt of lightning, hidden by a fringe of hair in an attempt to be normal..."
She trails off, her hand falling to her lap, eyes growing distant, something of her own private sorrow lingering in the line of her shoulders. It shocks her, sometimes, how much she misses Harry, and Ginny, and all of them. What she wouldn't give to see them again...
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He smiled, "There were lotsa stories like that in our world though, p-people going against all odds, being a h-hero, saving the world, saving people. B-but people like that don' exist, do they? I've never heard of anyone."
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"I don't understand your father. He's your guardian--he should cook you dinner, or at least help. It's such a silly thing to get angry over. The few times Daddy's been angry at me, it was over bigger things, like the time I accidentally blew out the roof when I got upset over the extinction of the Dodo bird."
Alex needs a shocked icon that doesn't look like he just saw someone murdered.
The bit about his father might have sounded rather odd to Luna, but Alex had a hard time imagining a household where things like that didn't happen. His father had fooled him for a very long time, telling him that every little boy had to have 'private visits' with older men, and that sometimes there was even a lady that would want to play with him too. It wasn't until he talked with Mikel that he thought there was anything different, and even then he had chalked that up to the fact that Mikel didn't have a father who could arrange those play dates for him.
Still, Alex wasn't going to go any further into that, not after having managed to get rid of Luna's shadow. He was sure she wouldn't take any of that well, and it was the only thing he really avoided speaking of. He might use a euphemism to explain it in passing, but he would refuse to go into it. Even with Mikel, he avoided speaking of it, but he would rather explain than lie. He hated lying and he hated liars. At least, after hearing that his father caused most of the scars on his skin, most people saw no need to pry further. Most people accepted that as a reason for the way he was, even though he found it easier to take he cigarette burns and the back hands.
He really does.
"People like that exist all over the world. My Headmaster--well, he's...he's dead now, I suppose, but he was one of the legends. I wouldn't be surprised if people everywhere knew his name, and You-Know-Who was a bit of a legend himself, as was Grindelwald. Harry and Professor Dumbledore were some of the truly good ones, though."
If he ever chooses to tell her about that part of his life, she will be suitably horrified. She will cry, that time.
I drew him sleeping in my notebook in Japanese class o///o
He decided then that he would have to find and read the books that told of Luna's world. If she knew the famous Harry Potter, then maybe she would be in the books as well.
A moment later he wondered aloud, "Wh-what sorta things can you do with your m-magic anyway?"
Eee! <3
Her smile grows, and she almost glows as she says, "Harry was really wonderful. In my fourth year, he and Hermione, and sort of Ron, formed this secret club where we went to learn how to defend ourselves against You-Know-Who and his Death Eaters, because the Ministry had gotten rid of our functional Defense Against the Dark Arts program. They were convinced that Harry and Professor Dumbledore's claims that You-Know-Who was back were just attention-grabbing antics, and that both of them had gone round the bend. So we learned from Harry, and at the end of the year, we went off to save Harry's godfather, and fought off Death Eaters, and Harry fought with You-Know-Who himself. His godfather died, which was sad, but he'll see him again. I know he will."
"Oh, all sorts of things," she says. "You can Summon things, conjure things, transfigure things--well, supposedly. I'm quite terrible at Transfiguration. I barely passed my O.W.L. in that class."
She pauses, pulls her wand from behind her ear, and says "Avifors!". The small block of plaster at which she had pointed turns into a flock of small, yellow birds, chirping and circling Luna's head merrily. "Really, the only thing we can't do is bring the dead back, and even that has been almost accomplished."
just need to get it on my computer and figure out art-y things on this new OS
Was this... Was he jealous?
He stifled the feeling, and smiled wider when the stone was turned into birds, but he then shivered at the idea of bringing the dead back. "D-death one t-time around generally brings e-enough sadness, an' anyone whose death is little mourned, w-well, I dunno if I'd want them back, ya know?"
He smiled again though as a bird landed next to Alice on his shoulder, sending her squeaking down his sleeve. "B-but being able ta do all that, it's r-really amazing!"
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"Oh, I agree entirely. And those that have succeeded have received imperfect results. Things like Inferi." She swallows, the edges of a shadow creeping into the air at that word. How many nightmares she has had about the Inferi...
"It's incredible, yes. I don't know what I would do without magic."
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"We don't have games in the sense that Muggles do--they have those odd elec...tonic? ones. We have...well, we have Quidditch, and Gobstones, and chess, and card games, and some people trade Chocolate Frog cards for fun. The WWN is quite entertaining."
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He hoped that if he just kept things up, that her expression would start getting a little less strained.
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He imagined there had to be a shadow eater somewhere that had the ability to fly, but it still struck him as fascinating. "Wh-what sorta regulations are there?"
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She has to think for a moment, eyes drifting ceilingward.
"Well, I suppose they regulate speed and aerodynamics, to keep players from flying too quickly, and there are all kinds of spells and charms put on to protect against tampering and shattering, though that didn't stop Harry's broom from shattering that one time, though I suppose not many things could survive hitting the Whomping Willow. I don't really know the half of it, though--I commentated a few school games of Quidditch, but I'm terrible at broomstick flying. I prefer thestrals."
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He was stunned into silence for several minutes, wondering if Luna would explain anything more.