Tay Barnam (
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trans_92010-06-06 10:04 pm
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Strange, strange little girl [OPEN]
Tay is perched on the steps of Gate of Heaven Catholic Church in South Boston, watching people go by.
Or, well, that's where she is in the Sensorium, anyway. She'd started out in the Barnam's estate, which... was too strange, empty, but none of the AI versions of her family felt right, so she'd switched it out for a random South Boston street, with random AI citizens.
Well, not so random - she'd been baptized in Gate of Heaven, and had her first communion, and sang in the fuckin' choir until she got kicked out for beating another kid up when she was twelve. She'd been relieved. But still, it wasn't as if she'd been to confession in three years, or mass more than on Easter and Christmas either. It's familiar enough that Stacy can re-create it believably, but it's not full of people she actually knows and cares about.
She's likely to be a lot more loose-and-easy with anyone who wanders in, since she's on her own turf, in a way.
Or, well, that's where she is in the Sensorium, anyway. She'd started out in the Barnam's estate, which... was too strange, empty, but none of the AI versions of her family felt right, so she'd switched it out for a random South Boston street, with random AI citizens.
Well, not so random - she'd been baptized in Gate of Heaven, and had her first communion, and sang in the fuckin' choir until she got kicked out for beating another kid up when she was twelve. She'd been relieved. But still, it wasn't as if she'd been to confession in three years, or mass more than on Easter and Christmas either. It's familiar enough that Stacy can re-create it believably, but it's not full of people she actually knows and cares about.
She's likely to be a lot more loose-and-easy with anyone who wanders in, since she's on her own turf, in a way.

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Adrastos moves among the citizens, taking in the scene. He has never been to this place's counterpart in reality, so he isn't sure where it was meant to be. But even he can tell when he spots the only real human in a sea of temporary AI citizens. (Of course, it helps that he's wired into the ship and can--usually--tell what else is.) He makes his way over to her.
"What is this place created to resemble?" he asks.
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She looks a little amused by the fact that he has no idea where it's supposed to be. This must be what it felt like for people she wandered in on. Amused and a little sick to their stomachs because a strange person wandering around like that is a sure-fire way to ruin any illusion of it all being real.
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"It's home," she says with a shrug. It's someplace that makes her feel safe and like she has some sort of control over her life anymore, and it's really the only place she knows well enough to recreate - all her trips out of Southie tended to be one-time visits, for hunts, and that only rarely, since her wings haven't come in yet. "Why not?"
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So instead she just shrugs. "'Cause I'm a Southie and I miss my city?" she offers, though it doesn't sound particularly convincing. "What do you care?"
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"I was merely curious." Adrastos was always curious, to be fair. His father had encouraged it. "You prefer the city to your home?"
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Oh, Tay. So insightful, yet so... facepalm-inducing.
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She pauses, and makes a face at one of the random AIs passing by, clearly picked up from her thinking about home. She did not need to deal with an AI of her fag cousin Aaron. She actually kind of likes Aaron, and he's the closest to her in age, and... it's just creepy. She imagines him gone. He disappears, thankfully.
"Plus I'm not really comfortable with fake family members walking around. It's just... weird."
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She can't say hello like a normal person because she's probably never met one in her life.
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She grins widely, baring her teeth almost unnervingly. She has fond memories of the fight that led to her expulsion from the choir. She was just so sick of fucking singing. "Granddad's real religious, but my dad isn't, and most of our younger cousins aren't, so it works out."
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"One of the last times we all went together was for my Dad's funeral service."
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Tay isn't exactly a paragon of sympathy. Or tact. Or enjoyment of religious services. Never were any of those so clear as right now.
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Yeah he's a politician and was a lawyer. Not the best thing around necessarily.
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...What? She never had anything to do with politics, she's not even sixteen yet! That and she never really gave a shit because her family fucking owned that city, but that's beside the point.
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Tact, thy name is most certainly not Tay.