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trans_92009-04-06 03:27 am
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Trying To Settle
Brenda has been spending her time since the Epic Meeting just trying to get her bearings on the ship and find something useful to do with herself. Everyone seems to have squared themselves away to an extent, finding roles that make them feel productive enough not to kill each other at any rate, but she was frankly a little too lost in the fray at the time to be sure where to put herself and now that seems to have backfired.
She's going a little nuts without a task to focus on.
So she finds herself wandering back to the 'Special Weapons Division' that was such a wreck when she first saw it. Neatening a mess or putting things in order always managed to knock her stress down a few pegs at home (she'd spent weeks organizing and re-organizing her room at Tia Amparo's house when she first moved in) so really the half-demolished lab seemed like a good place to put her otherwise wrung hands to work.
Finding her way back to the door is easy enough, but she's surprised to find the lights on already. Cautiously she steps inside and looks around.
"Hello?"
She's going a little nuts without a task to focus on.
So she finds herself wandering back to the 'Special Weapons Division' that was such a wreck when she first saw it. Neatening a mess or putting things in order always managed to knock her stress down a few pegs at home (she'd spent weeks organizing and re-organizing her room at Tia Amparo's house when she first moved in) so really the half-demolished lab seemed like a good place to put her otherwise wrung hands to work.
Finding her way back to the door is easy enough, but she's surprised to find the lights on already. Cautiously she steps inside and looks around.
"Hello?"

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Brainy has hidden here after the meeting. He's grumpy.
"What do you want?"
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"Uuuuh, well, I'm stir crazy and I want to organize the crap out of this place until my hands fall off or a feel better, whichever comes first."
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Someone useful for a change.
"Can you tell the difference between a fuse and transponder?"
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"So... what are you trying to put back together there?"
Might as well make a bit of small talk.
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Take your small talk and stuff it, Brenda. Rassum frassum Master, with his rassum frassum pointing out his horrible ethics...
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She's quiet for a second, trying to think of a topic of conversation that doesn't get her a short, stiff answer. She remembers overhearing an awful lot of grouchiness at the meeting for one thing.
"What was that Time Lord guy flipping out at you over back at the meeting earlier?"
Sort, sort, sort...
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"He was publicly reprimanding me for scanning the crew to maintain medical files on them when I'd claimed I was no longer doing it without permission--an action that saved a crew member's life, regardless of its ethical ramifications. He was also making implications about my character by bringing up my ancestry."
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"That's... charmingly un-understanding of them. I mean, maybe you should have tricked them into signing a waiver first to avoid getting yelled at but if you saved somebody's LIFE because of it that should have counted for something."
She tossed a particularly large transponder into a bin with a loud thunk.
"And they can go to hell on that 'evil ancestry' shit. That's just a pot shot."
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"I didn't even know there were any numbered Braniacs that were descendants and not clones before I met you and having been just choked by my best friend and then called an idiot for it... Well I was a little prone to being scared of my own shadow at the time. I'm sorry for freaking if that means anything."
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"The first descendant was a clone, but after Brainiac 2, the line continued in the usual way, and eventually relocated back to the homeworld."
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Asking Brainy about his life is VASTLY better than dwelling on her own feelings and history right now.
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People...never ask him about that. Most likely because they assume he won't answer, but he has no reason not to. He attaches no emotional significance to his upbringing and homeworld--it's a neutral subject.
"Colu, in the 31st century, is far more advanced than 21st century Earth, that much I can assure you, though it was far more advanced in the 21st century as well. I was property of Colugov and grew up working for the planetary interest, until I was eventually placed in an intellectual exchange program, working at various labs and institutions until I was drafted into the Legion of Superheroes. We later managed to get the draft abolished."
He stayed.
Because.
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"That doesn't sound very fun."
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"My...mother--" The slightest hitch to his voice with that word "--was Brainiac 4. The genetic material for my paternal DNA was collected and manipulated by Colugov to produce optimum results. After pouring all the resources they did into my creation, they sought a return on their investment," Brainy says simply. "The Brainiacs have always served Colugov, since the return to the homeworld--"
And then always gone nuts and left or tried to kill everyone somehow.
"--and always been treated as something between royalty and indentured public servants."
And utterly loathed by the people they served.
"I did as I was told." A pause. "Mostly."
He did build a lot of shit that he wasn't supposed to. Sometimes it exploded.
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She tries to push that thought aside. He speaks of it with no malice, his tone relaxed and matter of fact, but it still leaves her with the uncomfortable image of a small child crammed in a lab working away their young days in service to a government that treats them like a commodity instead of a creature with a soul.
"What was your time with the Legion like?"
Good topic switch Brenda. Ask him about the time he got drafted/forced to go work with heroes and see if that's any less frustrating to hear about.
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He ignores the first statement.
"What is it like having a part to play in your friend Blue Beetle's heroism?"
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"You know at first I thought 'this just sucks' but the more I get involved with it the more it's just..." she trails off for a moment, then picks back up more confidently. "It's just become how my life IS now, you know? And I could say I want it all to be normal again, but frankly I've seen some amazing things and had stuff happen for my friends and I that I just would never trade back. It's not EASY but so much good has come of it. I had my own little foothold in saving the god-damn world you know? How cool is that?"
She gives him a sheepish smile. "So... it's awesome when it doesn't suck."
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"Now imagine that you get to do even more than the good you've already done. You get to fight by his side in much the same way he fights," Brainy says. "Imagine it's not just the world you save, but you've done things like save the entirety of time, you've not just saved one town or one planet, but all of sentient existence."
There's the tiniest ghost of a smile quirking at his mouth.
"That," he finishes, "is what it's like with the Legion."
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