http://worm-dancer.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92010-03-24 06:28 am

[Intended for Ghanima Atreides but open]

Thin Ridulian microfilm crackled under her fingers. The light from the shifting, slurry haze of celestial bodies through the great window shone through the letters on the page. It was the thinnest paper that could still be hand turned and preserved the sensuality of reading.

Something drew her to Leto 2's words. Parts had been played, the conciliatory figure had appeared, and the vote was soon to be called. Her setting of the whole debate in motion now crippled Sheeana's ability to persuade during the vote itself. I am Other now more than I ever have been before. She observed.

And this was a potent wisdom for this situation. Leto 2 had built a sprawling edifice of an empire, held it together with religious fanaticism, organizational genius and prescience, all to teach humans a lesson about trusting leaders. He gave them the kind of peace and safety they'd expected from a leader, all they could stand of it and more and more...

Her mind relaxed into the words as her body relaxed into the fleshy, bloblike 'chair'.


The social-alarm signals which put societies into the postures of defense/attack are like shouted words to me. As a people, you react against threats to innocence and the peril of the helpless young. Unexplained sounds, visions and smells raise the hackles you have forgotten you possess. When alarmed, you cling to your native language because all the other patterned sounds are strange. You demand acceptable dress because a strange costume is threatening. This is system-feedback at its most primitive level. Your cells remember.

Flip.

When you are together, you can share a common catastrophe. You can be exterminated together. Thus, I demonstrate the terrible danger of a gliding, passionless mediocrity, a movement without ambitions or aims. I show you that entire civilizations can do this thing. I give you eons of life which slips gently toward death without fuss or stirring, without even asking 'Why?' I show you the false happiness and the shadow-catastrophe called Leto, the God Emperor. Now, will you learn the real happiness?

Flip.

In all of my universe I have seen no law of nature, unchanging and inexorable. This universe presents only changing relationships which are sometimes seen as laws by short-lived awareness. These fleshly sensoria which we call self are ephemera withering in the blaze of infinity, fleetingly aware of temporary conditions which confine our activities and change as our activities change. If you must label the absolute, use it's proper name: Temporary.

Flip.

Oh, the landscapes I have seen! And the people! The far wanderings of the Fremen and all the rest of it. Even back through the myths to Terra. Oh, the lessons in astronomy and intrigue, the migrations, the disheveled flights, the leg-aching and lung-aching runs through so many nights on all of those cosmic specs where we have defended our transient possession. I tell you we are a marvel and my memories leave no doubt of this.

[identity profile] ladyofthesands.livejournal.com 2010-03-25 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"I am not sure why I did either," Arha admitted. "But I am both whole and here now. I have also confronted what I needed to confront and while it was a dangerous path to walk, I did so and survived. I am stronger for it now. Like I said before, I have made my own mistakes. I think I was deeply unconsciously afraid of their rejection of...this thing I share with the Jed-Eye. But there is no rejection, only synthesis. Out of this nightmare, out of the sleep deprivation, out of the danger, there was a lesson to be learned and I have learned it well. I cannot shut them out, for they are part of who I am and who I shall become. It is something I knew and needed to be shown once more."

Arha squeezed Sheeana's hand gently.

"I was afraid, but now I am not."

[identity profile] ladyofthesands.livejournal.com 2010-03-26 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
"I believe once is enough," Arha said, not bothering to suppress the slight shudder than ran through her frame.

[identity profile] jedimacguyver.livejournal.com 2010-03-26 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan wasn't eves-dropping. Of course not, the Jedi never spied. Call it instead, prudent hesitation on his part, which was a much more diplomatic way of hearing what they had said without being forced to make himself known where he stood, watching them from the doorway.

When Arha shuddered he touched her Force-presence gently, like the warm breath of a hand on her shoulder, lending support, and cleared his throat softly to make Sheeana aware as well. He didn't speak, not yet. It didn't feel like a moment for words, only for regard, and waiting.

[identity profile] ladyofthesands.livejournal.com 2010-03-26 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan. Arha's expression eased as she let herself sink into his support. It mattered little how much he'd heard, she had a feeling she would have eventually spilled it all to him at some point. Arha disliked withholding important things from her Jed-Eye as it was.

In this case, she had simply been too busy to take time out and sit still long enough to get a proper discussion in. Such was the level of activity when it came down to cleaning up the mess left behind after the Nightmare King's defeat. It was the healing that did her in most of the time, anyway, though the need for that was quietly tapering off as of late.

[identity profile] jedimacguyver.livejournal.com 2010-03-27 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
His smile warmed at Sheeana's wariness, and at its fading. Good to know he hadn't lost his touch— perhaps another talk with Luke was in order.

"I thought you might need company," he greeted them both genially, coming close in a way that somehow asked permission to sit without making any overt motion, "But I see I've come a little late. How have you been recovering?"