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staturity ([personal profile] staturity) wrote in [community profile] trans_92010-01-22 12:34 pm
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This is a bad idea.

For the first time in quite a while, Cassie opened the Sensorium door. She stood with her hand rested against the arch.

She really wanted to just step back into the Sensorium again. Anyone could run into her. Jonas, Kate, Billy-

"Just get here soon." She mumbled.
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[personal profile] staturity 2010-01-25 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Cassie put her hands over her mouth as if that would hold back her sobs. It didn't.

"I can't do this to you."

[identity profile] vision-ya.livejournal.com 2010-01-25 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
"[Cassie...]" Jonas said, resting his hands on her shoulders. "[I did not ask that you be perfect. If...if you had not seen that it was a mistake, or had not told me, then it would be a different situation, but...]" He sighed. "[I love you.]"
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[personal profile] staturity 2010-01-25 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
She still couldn't look at him. "Jonas... I love you, I-" The resolve she'd built up while in the Sensorium was slipping from her grasp like sand. "I can't..."

[identity profile] vision-ya.livejournal.com 2010-01-25 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Jonas sat back on his heels and gazed at her silently for a few moments. Then he rose to his feet and summoned a tea kettle out of the ether of the Sensorium.

"[I will make you some tea,]" he said. "[We can talk more when you have had some time to calm down.]"

Once he had had some time to calm down, too. He had not meant for her to think that kissing someone -- even Nate -- was something he would immediately dump her for without even asking why!
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[personal profile] staturity 2010-01-25 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Jonas, I've had days to calm- damn it I almost wish you were mad at me it'd make it easier to..." Cassie wiped away the tears from her eyes.

Maybe she didn't have to- maybe

Yeah, and what would to Jonas the next time she flung herself at Nate.

"It was more than just a kiss, it wasn't just a one time thing and it didn't even occur to me that what I was doing was bad until Stacy pulled us apart and-" She really shouldn't have let herself ramble like that.

[identity profile] vision-ya.livejournal.com 2010-01-25 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Jonas stopped moving, staring silently ahead. The kettle vanished from his hand and he bowed his head.

"[If you are quite sure,]" he murmured, "[That there is nothing I can say to change your mind...]"

He left it hanging, hoping that she would say that they could work it out, that there was still something he could do...
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[personal profile] staturity 2010-01-25 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
"Jonas I love you I just can't- I can't keep hurting you." As if hurting him now was totally justified. "I- I told you I was ready but now... I don't think I am. I don't think I'm anywhere near ready and I'm sorry."

[identity profile] vision-ya.livejournal.com 2010-01-25 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
"[Some day in the future, then?]" Jonas asked, still not turning to look at her. Or even looking up from the floor in front of his feet.
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[personal profile] staturity 2010-01-25 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
"I-" She finally looked up. "I really hope so."

[identity profile] vision-ya.livejournal.com 2010-01-25 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
"[I hope so as well.]"

Jonas turned around, knelt, and pressed a kiss to Cassie's forehead.

"[I will see you later.]"

He turned again and moved for the door.
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