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trans_92009-12-02 07:35 pm
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I am Brainiac 8. I am your destruction.
Right now, Roy, when you're dying from suffocation, when the panic has begun to set in, this is the part when you remember... This is all your fault.
I killed Donna Troy to save the future. I suffered humiliation as that sweet, innocent robotic idiot.
No... You will not finish me. I have not crawled across centuries... Millennia... To be hobbled by a gaggle of half-ape mutations. You creatures of flesh! You will feel the fire inside those meat husks you call bodies!
Listening to those words, watching the destruction Brainiac 8 wrought, the pain she was bringing to her friends... Indigo almost can't make it through. She'd read enough on her omnicom about the Sensoriums to guess they might be able to do something like this, show her what should have happened. Stacy had confirmed it for her. But, really, coming out and watching it... It was a mistake.
But she had to do it. She couldn't bear the thought of hurting her friends. Of hurting Shift. But she had, and now she knew the size of it. Indigo hiccups a bit, watching the horror unfold in front of her, and tries to blink away the tears forming in her eyes as she watches Brainiac, Brainiac 8, Luthor, and Superboy tear into the collected Teen Titans and Outsiders. She ignores Superboy's private drama with Wonder Girl, it's not what she wants to know about. It's not her place to know about it.
She flinches with each energy blast thrown, with every punch that connects. The pair of Brainiacs are a fearsome team, she doesn't believe the Outsiders have a very good chance of winning. Indigo doesn't believe her body is that powerful, the true owner must have kept many abilities to herself. Still, she can't help but smile a little as she watches the others gain what seems to be the upper hand, for all of five seconds before Brainiac 8 unleashes some kind of sonic attack. Her face crumples as she watches that, and as the illusory Shift attacks the Brainiac, she covers her mouth with her hands.
"No. Nonono. Not him." She listens to 'herself' take over, begging Shift to kill her. It's like being punched in the gut, Indigo knows that this would hurt him. She makes a tiny, strangled noise as he turns 'her' into flesh, watching his own reaction to it. The way his face crumples as he holds 'her' to him.
"...Turn it off." Her voice is choked, tears welling up in her eyes. She can't help but think about how much that must have hurt Shift. Killing her. As the recording of another reality fades around her, she sinks to her knees. "I can't... Turn it off." Indigo runs a hand through her hair, grasping a handfull of it, and swallows. Hard. She's not used to feeling like this. She wasn't supposed to be feeling like this. How did people handle it?
In this one moment, she's probably more off-guard than she ever will be again.
Right now, Roy, when you're dying from suffocation, when the panic has begun to set in, this is the part when you remember... This is all your fault.
I killed Donna Troy to save the future. I suffered humiliation as that sweet, innocent robotic idiot.
No... You will not finish me. I have not crawled across centuries... Millennia... To be hobbled by a gaggle of half-ape mutations. You creatures of flesh! You will feel the fire inside those meat husks you call bodies!
Listening to those words, watching the destruction Brainiac 8 wrought, the pain she was bringing to her friends... Indigo almost can't make it through. She'd read enough on her omnicom about the Sensoriums to guess they might be able to do something like this, show her what should have happened. Stacy had confirmed it for her. But, really, coming out and watching it... It was a mistake.
But she had to do it. She couldn't bear the thought of hurting her friends. Of hurting Shift. But she had, and now she knew the size of it. Indigo hiccups a bit, watching the horror unfold in front of her, and tries to blink away the tears forming in her eyes as she watches Brainiac, Brainiac 8, Luthor, and Superboy tear into the collected Teen Titans and Outsiders. She ignores Superboy's private drama with Wonder Girl, it's not what she wants to know about. It's not her place to know about it.
She flinches with each energy blast thrown, with every punch that connects. The pair of Brainiacs are a fearsome team, she doesn't believe the Outsiders have a very good chance of winning. Indigo doesn't believe her body is that powerful, the true owner must have kept many abilities to herself. Still, she can't help but smile a little as she watches the others gain what seems to be the upper hand, for all of five seconds before Brainiac 8 unleashes some kind of sonic attack. Her face crumples as she watches that, and as the illusory Shift attacks the Brainiac, she covers her mouth with her hands.
"No. Nonono. Not him." She listens to 'herself' take over, begging Shift to kill her. It's like being punched in the gut, Indigo knows that this would hurt him. She makes a tiny, strangled noise as he turns 'her' into flesh, watching his own reaction to it. The way his face crumples as he holds 'her' to him.
"...Turn it off." Her voice is choked, tears welling up in her eyes. She can't help but think about how much that must have hurt Shift. Killing her. As the recording of another reality fades around her, she sinks to her knees. "I can't... Turn it off." Indigo runs a hand through her hair, grasping a handfull of it, and swallows. Hard. She's not used to feeling like this. She wasn't supposed to be feeling like this. How did people handle it?
In this one moment, she's probably more off-guard than she ever will be again.
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She wipes the tears away and composes herself, standing. "I'm glad." She knows that they weren't all 'just fine'. A look at Shift's face right before she turned off the sensorium told her that. But if they were well physically, they'd eventually recover mentally. No one got to be a superhero without some form of mental trauma in their life.
"I needed to see for myself." She couldn't say why, really. But she did.
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Static knew it was a idea that would just cause her more pain, but, sometimes the pain of truth was what you really needed.
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Besides, she'd always been the curious type.
Indigo nods. "Please tell me."
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It should be noted that, while Static is a geek and tracks these things, it doesn't mean he has a very good memory for specifics. Trying to keep watch is hard enough, trying to remember it after so long? Even harder.
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...Nightwing. "He's still Nightwing aboard this ship. He's from before becoming Batman, then?" One other thing nags at her as well. "Tell me about this 'crisis' you've mentioned." Beat. "Please."
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"Come to think of it, realty-destroying is kinda the point of a crisis, so I guess this one counts as the fourth crisis, really. Anyway, not the point. You remember the big one back in '85? From my understanding, this one was a result of that. The other superman from that crisis, along with Superboy-prime and a guy named Alexander Luthor, survived that one by building a pocket dimension thingy. After watching us for some long, they kind went nuts and decided they needed to recreate their worlds, meaning build a new multiverse. The crisis was what happened when they tried to do that. I wasn't involved, so I don't really know most of the details... You'd probably be better off talking to Nightwing about what the buildup was, since he was there. Or maybe one of the Green Lanterns. Or the Flash. Or, Hell, Batman's on the ship too. I can tell you some of the bigger lines, though. Part of it was a space war, then there was a satellite floating around earth called Brother I that could turn people into creepy nanomachine fighters that were used against the heroes, then there was also the actual tower Luthor built in the arctic that'd make the worlds... Nightwing and Superboy took on the tower, and in the process of destroying it, Superboy died. A new multiverse was created int he end, but our world stayed the same; the new worlds just kind of grew around it."
Hey, he was a geek, but he was busy fighting his own little battles during all that. He wasn't entirely positive on even some of the details he gave...
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He was, at least, from after the Brainiac 8 incident. Indigo was sure of that much, at least. "I'll ask someone else about the specifics when they have the time. Thank you." She was beginning to get a rough idea of all of it, but it sounded like there were too many new players on the field for her to make the finer details, like she'd predicted with the other Outsiders.
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Virgil shrugged, like that explained everything. He certainly wasn't going to let anything else betray the hurt he felt by basically being abandoned by the rest of the Titans. Even if they hadn't met him yet... the Titans he knew would have embraced him and tried. These guys never even did that.
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The idea of diverging timelines was one Static had become adjusted to thanks mostly to the ship... too many things didn't add up, even with people from his universe. So, diverging timelines and alternate universes seemed the best way to make sense of it all.
Otherwise, how could he explain people from different points in time from his same world being here, but supposedly all rescued as the world was destroyed?
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"Anyway, that's what leads me to believe in branching timelines as new dimensions. We'd all still fit together, but each world has a 'what if...' thing going for it. Time could also move differently... what takes five minutes here could take a month somewhere else, leading to, when the worlds are destroyed, people being pulled from what seems like different points in a timeline."
He sighed heavily.
"But I dunno. Too many 'maybe' things and simple ideas, and not enough evidence and proof. I don't like coming up with the reasons after things have happened... blows the scientific theory to hell."
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She gestures, and the sphere encompassing them all zooms out, revealing more spheres with others rotating inside of them. Like a group of glass balls with hundreds of marbles inside each. "Which, in turn, is encompassed by the omniverse, as someone referred to it earlier. But what encompasses the omniverse? Perhaps there's more out there." And, suddenly, the picture zooms into two orbs circling each other, one spinning much faster than the other. "In any case, each universe should operate on its own speeds and physical laws. The various flaws in each one would explain why details are different in each one."
She pauses. "Or, at least, that's what I theorize."
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There was a pause as he realised he'd just had a proper intellectual discourse with an android from the far future that had at least a level twelve conciousness (she was a Brainy, technically).
"Wow, I think this is the first real, honest science discussion I've had on the ship... I've been working with the engineers almost all my time lately." He grinned. "Cool."
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"There aren't many scientists on board?" A shame, she thinks. Indigo likes most scientists she's met. Then again, she spent her first few days around them, so it's only natural.
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