http://worm-dancer.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92009-09-29 06:19 pm

Fanatics find their heaven in never ending storming wind [closed]

In a converted pool, with artificial sunlight, Sheeana's worm was agitated. It paced its grey-brown bulk up and down the colorful sand, leaping and spraying sand.

"They will be here soon. Honestly, this is not like you at all. You who waited three thousand years for our future."

It only got more hyperactive when it heard approaching footsteps, like an excited puppy. Arha's worm circled lazily at the other end of the pool, not knowing what all the fuss was about. It had already met Luq Skaiwaqer Jed-Eye, liked him but did not understand its smaller twin's excitement.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-09-30 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Responding to Sheeana's Omnicom post, Luke came down to the city as asked, following the impression in the force that was Sheeana. It was like Arha's, but sharper, a biting and swift wind rather than a clean breeze. He hadn't felt Arha's mind in a while. Reaching out to it was like trying to see in a vicious sandstorm; she'd put up walls, and he respected her obvious wishes to be left alone.

The thought still made him sad.

"I'm here," he called, coming round the corner. "It's Luke, Sheeana."

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-09-30 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Luke stared at the worm, then realized he was being quite rude and looked at Sheeana instead. "I'm sorry," he said. "I'm afraid I don't really understand."

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-09-30 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
He came and sat next to Sheeana as indicated, reaching out to the sandworm gamboling through the sand. "I don't know much about that," he said. "Why?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-09-30 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
Luke looked between the holo of the sandtrout and the sandworm Sheeana was stroking. "It'd be like a full-body glove," he said at last. "Is that right?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-01 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Luke tilted his head at the worm, stretching out a hand to it. The hide was smooth as he caressed it with his real hand, stroking it as he would a pet. The idea of a man morphing into a creature like this was difficult to believe, but there was no lie in Sheeana's voice, and no reason to lie, and he'd always wanted to know more about where the Bene Gesserit were from, what kind of a place it was that they lived in.

But to think of this as a tyrant? Perhaps seeing it would make it easier.

"I'd like to know," he said, addressing the worm. "If you want, show me." Closing his eyes, Luke shifted into a meditative position and opened his mind to the Force, letting it flow through and fill him. He could feel Sheeana and the worms in its passing; they were eddies in its great river. Fully prepared, Luke sent a little mental push to the worm. I'm ready.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-02 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
Luke reeled from the flood of information and images transmitted directly to his head. It was overwhelming, like joining a battle-meld in the middle of a dogfight. Still, he managed to keep it manageable and process each one, and the tale the worm was telling him, as perfectly insane as it sounded. There wasn't any hint of a lie in the worm's... Leto's... words.

He sat there, hand pressed against the hide of the worm, dazed. The logic that had gone into Leto's thinking was laid out before him, and Luke saw the whole terrible thing there, could follow its lines of reasoning to their conclusions. And yet, it was so abhorrent to his own view of life in a way he couldn't begin to put his finger on. Something about it struck him as completely wrong--perhaps, Luke thought, the way that the path of life had been engineered. It was his belief that while a dichotomy existed in the Force, it was to be left to the individual to make the choice of what side they served, even for those who had no Force-sensitivity.

These and other thoughts chased themselves around his mind as he fought to process everything. Beside him, Luke could feel Sheeana's worry, and sent a little bit of reassurance to her. The channel between Sheeana and himself was not at all as strong as the one between himself and Arha, but the Jedi felt it enough to get the idea that he would be all right across.

From her, he got the sense in return that it wasn't over yet, and gently stroked his fingers over the worm's hide again. Please, friend, continue. I am ready.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-02 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke sat a moment, quietly processing all this. The Force had helped him keep the tide of information from overwhelming him completely, and now he sat in silent meditation upon the things he had learned here. Something about this line of thinking Leto had seemed so inherently wrong to him, but he couldn't put his finger on it. Still, he was grateful for the exchange of information, even if he didn't agree with it.

His brilliant blue eyes opened slowly, fixing on Sheeana. The hand that she held tingled, that strange static that he'd always felt touching Arha sparking between them. "Thank you for trusting me with this," he said softly. "I'm grateful."

He bit his lip, thinking. "But was Leto's trust in humanity so little that he had to guide them along the way, extending his life so unnaturally to do so? Did he truly believe so strongly in the truth of his visions--could it not be that his belief in the unchanging nature of the future cemented the path?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-04 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
"But the future is forever changing," Luke said, meeting her blue-in-blue eyes. "As Jedi, we are taught to acknowledge any visions of the future we may have, talk them over with our masters or colleagues, but to realize that they are not the only end of the path. There are many outcomes to each, and to us it'd be folly to assume one was more true than the others."

He looked over at the sand, watching the little displacements caused by the worms. "I can see what he meant to do by it, and it's true that in the end he did good, freeing humanity from its shackles. But..." Luke shook his head. "I can't agree with it."

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-04 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke thought about it, turning the situation over in his mind. "We would have made the same choice Leto did," he said at last. Like the Bene Gesserit, the Jedi made the tough decisions, took things upon themselves. "Though I think we'd have tried to go about it a different way if we could. Tyrannic rule isn't something a Jedi ought to do, it comes dangerously close to the Dark Side. Jedi aren't rulers, and each time one has tried they have fallen."

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-08 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
"My father did," Luke said quietly. "And look where it got him. The Jedi Order was almost decimated, my sister and I sent into hiding when we were barely days old..." he sighed. Luke didn't hold any animosity towards his father for that, but it still tough being the son of one of the most notorious mass murderers and Sith in the galaxy.

Jacen had made that choice. He had sacrificed his life and his reputation to make sure his beloved daughter was safe.

"We aren't supposed to make that choice, anyway," he said. "Not like that."

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-08 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
Luke nodded, looking at her seriously. "You feel it too?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-09 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Luke looked at the worms--Arha's more sedate one, and Sheeana's. "They don't mate like other life-forms?" he asked curiously. Other than what the two women had told him, he knew next to nothing about the worms, though he was very eager to know.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-09 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"So unless you have all these forms, the life cycle stops at this stage?" Curious. Luke hadn't heard of anything like it.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-10 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
He thought about what he knew regarding these organisms; where they were from, how Arha and Sheeana thought about them. It was something Sheeana... or perhaps the worm... had said earlier...

"Water?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-11 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"So it's a lack of knowledge... and the fact that I don't think either one of you wants to sacrifice their worm for this." Luke tilted his head. These things were strong in the Force, sentient almost--Sheeana's certainly. It would be wrong, perhaps, to torment them as though they were little more than animals.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-13 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
"You think it's a good idea to do this here, on the ship?" he asked, watching the movements of the worms.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-14 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
"You need it to survive, don't you? Doesn't Stacy already provide it in your food?"

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-17 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Incomplete?" This made him rather curious--if the spice was a necessary component of their diet it didn't seem to make sense that it'd be administered in an incomplete form. Just how much did they need, anyway?

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-19 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Then why would she let the Jedi here keep full use of their abilities?" If Stacy didn't want them at full power, then he should have felt some lessening of his connection to the Force, but if anything it was stronger than ever here.

[identity profile] restoresbalance.livejournal.com 2009-10-24 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Not to be callous," he said, "But maybe there's a reason she doesn't want you to have more than the necessary amount of spice."