http://not-prncss-tldr.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] not-prncss-tldr.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92009-09-23 11:46 pm

after my picture fades and darkness has turned to gray [Closed]

This had gone on long enough. The last week, Meluly had been deflecting all inquiries away with an AI answering service, to the point where even the non-sentient machine was annoyed with it. She'd wracked her brains until the Birkin girl (one to watch out for!) had found a loophole in the machine's command to not tell anyone my location. That was as specific as the thing had gotten though, and so she'd been forced to stalk the third level, knowing she was there somewhere but becoming rapidly more frustrated with her lack of progress. She saded off the final portion of the level map on her omnicomm. One more door to check.

She heard a small noise from weapons and possessions...

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
Nobody ever really comes down the sets of racks and stacks that Luly has hidden herself in. Why would they, after all, when all it is is hats? Endless rows and rows and rows of what must be thousands, no, tens of thousands of hats in every shape and style and variety.

Luly has dug herself in under one of the racks, a tapestry taken from the city level wrapped tightly around herself. And she's sniffling, softly, when Lafiel passes, and otherwise she wouldn't have been noticed at all...

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
That draws a long snort, of the trying-to-pull-back-tears kind, and Meluly retreats a little further under the shelving she's nestled into, trying to squirm away from Lafiel.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
That stops the sniffling, and Luly tries to clear her throat, but it turns into a choking cough.

She twists, and the tapestry shuffles around with her under there, and she leans out just far enough for Lafiel to catch sight of one red eye. "Go awaaaay," Luly whines, her voice rough. She sounds noticeably dehydrated, at the very minimum.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Nnh!" Luly half-coherently whines, retreating again under it. She doesn't really know what she wants, it seems. "You, you don't want to talk to me right now," she mumbles, on the edge of crying again.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm fine, leave me alone," Luly mumbles, though she doesn't put much effort into it.

"I don't want to talk to anybody," she adds, her voice rasping a little. From the sound of it the subtext doesn't include Lafiel as 'anybody', though...

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-24 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"...wait!"

Luly lets out a sharp hiss of breath as she pulls back again, though for a long moment the purple of her hair was quite visible.

"I don't want to worry you," she whsipers, mouth dry.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-25 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
"I... I'm sorry," Luly sniffles, breath unsteady. It sounds almost like she's ready to start crying. "I didn't want you see me like thih, ih-ihhhs, hnnnnf," she gets out, snorting back another sniffle.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-26 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Luly is mostly limp. It's nothing like the tensed-up mess she was with her last... attack.

"How long has it b—" she starts, and breaks into a dry cough, curling up on herself, face wet from half-tears and old sweat.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-26 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nuh-hnnn-hnnnn, nothing," Luly snuffles, squishing in against Lafiel tightly. "Just, the thing with the Yeerk got me thinking..."

Thinking in bad directions, apparently.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-28 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
"It's, well," she snorts back more tears, "they only cared about what he was, not who he was..."

Luly's grip firms up suddenly to squeeze Lafiel back very tightly before she relaxes up some.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-29 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"N-nothing," Luly protests weakly, still pressing her head in against Lafiel. "Just, when I was younger..." She breaks off to struggle back another snort.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-09-30 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
"I, I think I just want to hold onto you a while," Luly says. She trembles as she tries to cling tighter to Lafiel. "I'm so tired..."

One might wonder how long she's been awake in there, crying.

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-10-02 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
"I... I dunno," Luly mumbles, her eyes closing as she clings tightly onto Lafiel. "A day... or, or three?"

[identity profile] aworldnevermade.livejournal.com 2009-10-04 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
Luly chokes a little down, taking it slowly... she's gone through food-water deprivation before and the military training sticks with her despite her current state of mind.

"...sorry..." she mumbles weakly, shivering. "I, I felt like I just wanted to jump off a bridge..."