http://forced-unlife.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] forced-unlife.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] trans_92009-09-04 02:00 am

roll for random encounters

While Khel didn't exactly have anywhere he needed to be, he did like knowing where he was going. That wasn't really possible in his current situation, so he continued to wander the city for a bit before finally sitting down in front of a large temple. "The irony is not lost on me," he muttered to himself, waiting. He had been told that "Sheeana" would meet him in the 'city', but finding the city had been hard enough. Now he had to hope that Sheeana could find him. Still, he had waited for decades with nothing before. He could wait five minutes.

Of course, five minutes was not how long it took, and soon the skeleton was sure he had been there for hours. He paid it no heed, however, and continued to spend his time waiting, watching the fake sky, and wondering how it was all done. It was a remarkable magic, to be certain; he had not seen a blue sky in quite some time, and the sight of it made even the undead warrior feel nostalgic.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
Luckily the worms were even more sensitive to vibration than she was. Their great leathery bodies turned in the sand filled great pool, pointing like loyal dogs at the source. She walked out, away from the alien YMCA and listened. ancient leather on the concrete, the sound of rattling bones. She walked towards the source and called when she saw him a block away.

"You set upon yourself to find me, eh Bone Lord? Most would be terrified to hear that, but i'm flattered."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 11:16 am (UTC)(link)
Sheeana is caught between empathizing with his feeling of otherness, of being set apart, and using his obvious need for human affection for her own purposes...Or rather those of the Sisterhood.

"A Bene Gesserit does not flee from the strange, for we are also called Witches by those who are ignorant."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh?" Her expression silently bids him to go on.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Sheeana listens with interest. "Fear? Would you care to give me a demonstration?"

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Sheeana felt her heartbeat quicken a moment, willed it to slow down.

"More. Don't hold back for me."

This will be an interesting test of her abilities too.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-05 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
There is real fear, the first she has felt in years. This isn't just a phantasmagoria designed to fool the gullible.

She begins the litany against fear, softly to herself at first.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.

Sheeana is fifteen, the youngest non-preborn to ever go through the Spice Agony. A proctor straps her to a bed, puts something soft in her mouth so she doesn't bite off her tongue. That glowing liquid, the deadly poison that unlocks OTher Memory is filled into a long syringe.

I will face my fear, I will permit it to pass over and through me.

She is twelve, running onto a no-ship that will take her off Rakis at the very last moment. Above them, Honored Matre ships circle like black, menacing clouds. Their obliterator weapons rain down on the planet, destroying everything she's ever known.

I will turn the inner eye to see its path.

She is eight, collecting Spice just outside her hardscrabble desert village. There is a distant vibration...Shaitan's great mouth appears inside it. Her parents are the first to be pulled into the jaws of the sandworm. Then the rest of the village.

Where the fear was, only I will remain.

She is back on Stacy. She hasn't moved back from it, though she is flushed and breathing hard. In fact, she's taken a half step forward.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-05 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
She felt herself floating. A numb body, in blank, room temperature nothing. The fear had driven her out of herself.

An observer would see her blue within blue eyes roll back in her head.

A voice called to her.

Sheeana...Sheeana...dozens of times great granddaughter...

She saw a woman with features like her own, sweating and breathing hard. Black hair bound in a ponytail. Wearing a singlesuit that showed dark blotches of perspiration.

Siona. The Tyrant's second greatest enemy and her own distant ancestor.

You still hate him don't you.

"No...I don't..."

You can't hide that from me. It's written on your heart. I know how you feel. But he made the neccesary sacrifices. You whose life was made possible by him must pay some of it back.

The woman's voice faded. Sheeana felt a change in her, like a switch that had been thrown to the other side. She fell back into herself and stumbled.

Forwards. Into him.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-05 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
Sheeana for once doesn't notice the scent because it is the scent of the familiar and nostalgic to her: spice smells of flinty cinnamon.

Her breath, in fact, is very much still there. She is flushed and breathing hard. Her body is clutching at homeostasis. Her eyes gradually focus as she realizes her face is buried in a bare neckbone. She tries to push away, wobbles for a moment, but manages to stand on her feet.

"I'm...alright."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-05 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
She mumbled the litany one more time as she stabilized herself. "Thank you, Khel. That was most impressive. Would you consider doing that again at my request? It would prove a useful training tool for acolytes."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-05 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Good? Evil? The gift is yours, Bone Lord. Don't judge it." She sits at a bench designed for more limbs than she has, momentarily tired. To someone educated in a tradition that owes a lot to the Zensufi masters, moral judgements are very carefully avoided.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-06 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
There are parts of himself he fears and detests. She thinks.

"Now what have I told you about brooding, Bone Lord?" She lays a hand on bare scapula, unsure if the gesture of support will have the right effect given his nerveless state.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-06 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Be careful. His need for human affection is nearly palpable, and having it come from a girl as young and pretty as yourself could...confuse him. This was not thought with arrogance. Reverend Mothers knew how fleeting beauty was. It was a tool, nothing more, and she did not think less of old, fat Bellonda, for instance, for not possesing it. Quite the opposite, in fact.

"Of course you are. You're a man in a strange body with strange circumstances. But you are a man."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-06 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
She wanted to slap him, but again there was that nervelessness to contend with. Plus she might accidentally spin his skull around on his spine causing it to abruptly fall.

Or pinch his nose but he had none.

"Ahem. Are thou alright? Please, if thou still hath breath, awaken!...I have no desire to cause thee ... suffering." A perfect imitation. A Bene Gesserit trick. That is far from the worst they can do with their voices, too. "A monster wouldn't have cared if he caused me to suffer."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-06 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
"It will please me." She stepped back to the bench and fit herself into the indentation where some unknown part of an alien body would normally go. "And now you will tell me your story, as you said you would."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-07 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Sheeana listened with total attention. There was something of the Fremen in his attention to oaths. To her people, words were magical.

When he was totally done, she smiled beatifically. "Thank you, Khel."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-07 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
"I do. And I think you've been given such a chance here, which is why I am going to break you of that habit of brooding you've fallen into over the centuries." She favored him a mischevious little smile.

Taking in strange cases, Sheeana? Odrade-within teased her from Other Memory. You'd think I was you. She replied in her head.

"Just before I found myself here, I was departing for parts unknown in a no-ship anyway. It was unlikely I would ever see my homeworld again."

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
"It can be a trap. I know this more than most, for I am a Reverend Mother. I have the ancestral voices of all the previous Reverend Mothers of my order in my head." She emphasized it by tapping her temple and wondered if the flickering of the lights in his sockets is his equivalent of opening and closing his eyes.

[identity profile] worm-dancer.livejournal.com 2009-09-07 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
"I wouldn't call it magic...Spiritual you could call it though. It...can be a comfort at times. But the temptation to get lost in it can be strong." She doesn't fear it though. She's not like Alia, The Abomination...She's there in her ancestor's memories too, another reason she doesn't call Khel a monster.