Other then feeling embarrassed Orc supposed so. At least he wasn't physically hurt. He was still depressed and couldn't put into words exactly how sick he felt just knowing what he was. A murderer. A monster. A freak.

He declined the hand forcing himself back up and trudging out of the water sitting with a heavy thud on the bank and sinking into the soft ground. This wasn't much better then laying in the river but it was a start.