Rainbow Dash zipped up to the obs deck window to slam one hoof against it, hard, the way she'd be decking Punchy if he were here.
"You lied to me!" she shouted at the void beyond. "You told me you were COOL! You even acted cool!" Another punch thrown at the window.
"But THIS! Is not! COOL!" Her voice broke on the last word.
He'd punched out a tree. She remembered that, as much as she didn't want to. Or they'd punched out a tree, together, and then hung out afterwards, talking about cool things and getting along. Rainbow Dash had liked him. She'd liked him a lot.
She pushed a foreleg against the obs window, leaning her head in against it. "It was all a lie!" she said, punching the window with her over hoof again, trying desperately to keep anger dominant over tears. "You're not cool. You're not cool! You're not, you're not, you're not!"
Shoving roughly away, she dropped down to the floor, wings folding tightly to her back as she deliberately turned it on those memories. "Someone cool wouldn't have died," she said, half-heartedly flicking her tail in a gesture she hoped fooled other people into believing she was dismissing him. She hadn't fooled herself. "You wasted my time. I'm not gonna forgive you." She bit down hard on that last word against her stupid thick voice, shaking her head to clear her stupid watery eyes.
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Rainbow Dash zipped up to the obs deck window to slam one hoof against it, hard, the way she'd be decking Punchy if he were here.
"You lied to me!" she shouted at the void beyond. "You told me you were COOL! You even acted cool!" Another punch thrown at the window.
"But THIS! Is not! COOL!" Her voice broke on the last word.
He'd punched out a tree. She remembered that, as much as she didn't want to. Or they'd punched out a tree, together, and then hung out afterwards, talking about cool things and getting along. Rainbow Dash had liked him. She'd liked him a lot.
She pushed a foreleg against the obs window, leaning her head in against it. "It was all a lie!" she said, punching the window with her over hoof again, trying desperately to keep anger dominant over tears. "You're not cool. You're not cool! You're not, you're not, you're not!"
Shoving roughly away, she dropped down to the floor, wings folding tightly to her back as she deliberately turned it on those memories. "Someone cool wouldn't have died," she said, half-heartedly flicking her tail in a gesture she hoped fooled other people into believing she was dismissing him. She hadn't fooled herself. "You wasted my time. I'm not gonna forgive you." She bit down hard on that last word against her stupid thick voice, shaking her head to clear her stupid watery eyes.
Stupid Punchy. Stupid dumb jerk. Stupid, stupid, stupid.