"I play." he said simply. "I play, do what I please when not on a mission. I drink, I smoke, I write, I play. Anything to keep me from remembering. I listen to music, I dance, I go out on my Wraith... whatever it takes to not... to not have to relive a single second of any of that. And on a mission? All my focus is on the target... I have a higher risk of remembering during those. Which is why I make it my top priority to get in, get out and get back to my illusion of a life."

He shrugged, giving her a lopsided smile as if to say, 'life sucks, but what are ya gonna do?'