Damn. Ask a hard question, get a hard question. And it was one she had to think about, very closely, before she answered.

"Myself. Sounds weird, right? But I mean, I know that all of this I'm doing, two sides of a person, killing in an extreme way, taking the worst thing that happened to me and shoving it down, it moves closer and closer to one day something happening that triggers my melt down. Everybody, in some way or another, triggers the way they leave their body, and I know ultimately, I'll do the same, I even know a little how. But I want to be able to retain who and what I am, the people I care about, because...because its not a lot that I have, but its mine, you know?"