"For twelve years of my life, I ate, breathed, slept and shat revenge. Revenge was one of the emotions that kept me going, first when I found out about mom, and then when I lost dad. I know as a mage you know better now, but for me it was one of those emotions that drew me in, that leveled me. Once that was over though, I didn't really know what to do with myself, where to go. It's the drawback to revenge: after its over, if you're still alive, you need a new place to start."