"It has to be enough. I made my life on this ship, with people that were never in my world, Morgan. There's no going back just because I want to be baby doll again. That girl was left with him when he went away. And like, Stacy comes along and..."

She shook her head. "You're at least right about that. I can't say goodbye to him again. Honestly, I didn't know how to feel after that shit. I actually stayed away from the one person who would have made it better because I didn't know what to do with myself."