She had thought about it before. Specially with all that's happened, her memories of the first days on the ship. The agony and pain of knowing what happened and that empty feeling of being alone...

But she'd had been in lonely despair before... one of her darkest times. And something inside her told her to continue then so...

"I would... It would be much much harder, I'll say that much. But I would continue pressin' forward, if not for me than for everyone else, for those at risk of going through the same pain I had to go through."