"You're capable of it but you have to be forced to do it. I...I went beyond what anyone thought I was capable of and had to be forced to stop. I'd have killed the man, twice, if Dr. Jackson hadn't been there. I wanted to." She shakes her head. Possibly she's giving Kaya too much detail.

"No, you're not. And everyone seems to have a different opinion on what I've done, which makes it hard to repent anything."