"It takes time, to manage the choices you make, especially when you've ben surrounded by situations where the most extreme choice saved lives. And there's always going to be times where the worst choice will be attractive. You know what I'm capable of, and making sure I didn't use it to harm others has been a battle. I've seen some pretty bad people and bad things: you don't just learn overnight not to abuse your position."

But she had faith in Eva. "Besides, unlike then, you wont be alone in those decisions anymore. You have a lot to live for, and I'll bet Im not the only person who's visited you today, am I?"