Zouichi frowned a little. "I guess there's no way you could learn to control it over time?" He didn't really have any powers like that, though he had lost control once. Just once, but it had been enough.

"That longing is always there," he admitted. "It's... difficult. Especially on this ship, where there's rarely any fighting. At the beginning of my time on the ship, it was even worse. The Sensoriums helped, somewhat, but I'm not sure I'd ever be able to live somewhere where there wasn't any conflict."

And what did that make him?

"There's a kind of peace on the battlefield, if that makes sense. No need to pretend you're something you're not..."