"The contract I formed with Kyubey was for her sake," she says. "She died. I rewound time. I've done it countless times already-- every time, starting the day before I transfer to my new school."

And almost every single time, she watched Madoka die. Sometimes it was by Walpurgisnacht, sometimes she became a witch. Sometimes she killed her herself. Sometimes it was by more mundane things; slipping and falling off a supply shed, dying in the hospital a few days afterwards due to the gradual swelling of her brain. Being struck by a car. Choking on a bone. She's seen Madoka die countless ways, and sometimes she didn't realize until hours after the fact.