"My world was lost before this nightmare began." She mumbled and her eyes lit up with fire once more burning away the dead cobwebs that had clouded them. "My father's plan was perfect. We would have finally achieved what our ancestors set out to accomplish, the world would have fallen to it's knees and seen it's true rulers rise up. And my so called "Brother" threw it all away!" She slammed a fist into the wall suddenly sending a spurt of flame, but mostly hurting her hand. "I will never forgive him for betraying his nation and his family when we needed him most."

This was of coarse only one of the many excuses she'd fed throughout the day to herself and those who had listened.

"What else could there possibly be for me?" The last part she didn't realize she had asked till it was out of her lips. The first time she had vocalized that question that had been racing about her head.