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He hadn't realized just how much he'd missed tinkering on ships until he'd gone some time here without doing anything like it. Growing up, Luke had always been up to his elbows in some project or another, fixing droids for his uncle or modifying the speeder he used; later on, the tinkering turned into working on real ships like his X-Wing, the Falcon, and then Mara's ships. There was something comforting in it, in the logical way that components fit together--and right now, with so much having happened recently, Luke found that tweaking systems on his X-Wing to better than spec was the best way for him to organize his thoughts.
Jaina, Han, and Chewie showing up had been enough of a jolt to Luke's mind. Jaina wasn't the only child of his sister and best friend now; she hadn't watched her twin fall to the Dark Side. Chewbacca was, well, alive. Han was years younger. And then there was Jacen, who only had the tiny seed planted by the torment he'd suffered at the hands of the Yuuzhan Vong and their insidious mental shaping. And then there were those nightmares, and the strange surreal dreams that twisted aspects of his memories...
It was on Jacen that Luke meditated while he lay on his stomach, head and shoulders inside an access bay, using a hydrospanner to make adjustments to the shielding system and periodically sitting up to check the diagnostic readouts on the ship computer. It wasn't going smoothly, and he muttered a very un-Jedi Huttese curse after checking it again, and sighing.
It was really bad when a Jedi lost his center.
Jaina, Han, and Chewie showing up had been enough of a jolt to Luke's mind. Jaina wasn't the only child of his sister and best friend now; she hadn't watched her twin fall to the Dark Side. Chewbacca was, well, alive. Han was years younger. And then there was Jacen, who only had the tiny seed planted by the torment he'd suffered at the hands of the Yuuzhan Vong and their insidious mental shaping. And then there were those nightmares, and the strange surreal dreams that twisted aspects of his memories...
It was on Jacen that Luke meditated while he lay on his stomach, head and shoulders inside an access bay, using a hydrospanner to make adjustments to the shielding system and periodically sitting up to check the diagnostic readouts on the ship computer. It wasn't going smoothly, and he muttered a very un-Jedi Huttese curse after checking it again, and sighing.
It was really bad when a Jedi lost his center.

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