"Aye," Jamie says slowly. "I don't think I would either." That faintly worried expression on his face hasn't changed, however. "I tell myself that even if I couldna remember, it wouldna be so bad. I would have still traveled with the Doctor, and done everything I did. But..."

There's always a but, isn't there? "If I didna remember, would what I did have been enough to count with that Divine Thread thing? The Doctor's traveled with a lot of people, Billy." Considering there were four others during his time alone, and anyone else that might have traveled with Fitz...he's thinking 'a lot' might be a bit of an understatement. And if they all couldn't be saved? He looks at Billy unhappily. "Would I even be here now?" Would the Daligig have saved him?

He takes a deep breath then lets it out, seeming to relax a little. "I'm sorry. I didna mean to talk so much about it."