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trans_92009-08-26 09:46 pm
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Better Than Akido [Closed]
Brenda had been looking forward to this.
Her little side-adventure with the portal gun and the cake had disrupted a plan she'd made too-long ago now, to find some time to let Dark Smoke Puncher teacher her a little more about hand to hand combat. She was sure that her scramble around Glados' little arena had been a good enough warm-up but her actual fighting skills were probably pretty rusty and lacking at this point.
She also couldn't argue with the idea of showing off a little bit to a mysterious geek-boy in a mask. It was good for her ego. Probably. Maybe. Unless he didn't underestimate her at all and totally trounced her and then it would just be standard levels of embarrassing.
Brenda was going to try not to think about that. She stopped for a second outside the sensorium room they had agreed to meet at and ducked inside.
Her little side-adventure with the portal gun and the cake had disrupted a plan she'd made too-long ago now, to find some time to let Dark Smoke Puncher teacher her a little more about hand to hand combat. She was sure that her scramble around Glados' little arena had been a good enough warm-up but her actual fighting skills were probably pretty rusty and lacking at this point.
She also couldn't argue with the idea of showing off a little bit to a mysterious geek-boy in a mask. It was good for her ego. Probably. Maybe. Unless he didn't underestimate her at all and totally trounced her and then it would just be standard levels of embarrassing.
Brenda was going to try not to think about that. She stopped for a second outside the sensorium room they had agreed to meet at and ducked inside.

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Making sure no one else was around, he appeared. "Hey Brenda," Sean greeted. Thank GOD, he could talk NORMAL!
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She smiled, giving him a warm wave as she stepped onto the mats and looked around. "Hey Sean. I... wow. That's a lot of stalactites. Are those, er... traditional?"
Ninja's didn't put their enemies heads on rocky pikes right?
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"So... where do we start?"
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"First, let's get a good idea where your level is. I don't want to be too intense and get out the flamethrower if you're not ready for it yet."
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"How will we do this? You just wanna come at me and see what I can do to defend myself?"
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He thought about it a moment. "Yeah, a basic practice spar is probably the best thing." Even going easy on her, he should get a basic idea of how good she is.
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"Alright, do your worst."
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So he went for basic and charged ahead, throwing a punch. A fast one, to see her reaction time in a real situation.
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Sean goes straight over her head and then down on his back on the floor in a perfect shoulder-throw.
Brenda grins at him when he looks up at her from the mats.
"How was that?"
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And he found himself on the ground.
He was expecting a block or a dodge, but a full counter...
"Um....very good," he said. Even with his guard down, to get taken in so much by her counter attack....it was both embarrassing.
And...
Well, it was hot when a girl could one up him.
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"Sorry, I should have warned you. I'm known for my shoulder throws. Just ask Paco."
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"Let's see if we can do that again minus the shoulder throw, yes?"
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And if she was fighting, say, some monstrous beast that doesn't get stunned by someone flipping them in surprise, it'd be handy.
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Brenda was far from a one-trick pony but doing said tricks in succession on the fly instead of one at a time in a set pattern and with a clear head on assault right in front of her face was much, MUCH harder. She was pretty sure she'd learned more about how to really FIGHT in the space of an hour and a half with Sean than she ever had in three years of Akido and one of JuJitsu. It felt very '1980's movie training montage' and when she pointed this out to Sean he responded by asking Stacy to put on Eye of the Tiger, then made Brenda counter punches to the beat.
Music aside thought, it was FUN to do something so disciplined and physical again. She hadn't quite registered how restless she had felt - or how out of shape she'd gotten - since arriving on she ship until the first time Sean threw a punch that forced her into a back bend and she ambitiously attempted to put her hands down and roll with the momentum to kick him in the chest or the chin.
She missed by a mile and came down HARD on her shoulder, but laughed at the stupidity and just joy of having tried it, even while Sean was telling her that that move really didn't work so well unless you had the arms of a demigod (or Chuck Norris) and asking her if her collarbone felt broken.
By the end of 90 straight minutes she was prone on the mats in her workout shorts and sweat-drenched t-shirt staring up at Sean who looked like he was barely breathing hard in full ninja garb.
"No more." she panted. "All my limbs feel like noodles."
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But he wasn't going to expect Brenda too. He was actually pleasantly surprised she lasted so long for how tough he was making it.
Yet another pro for her in the list that was already getting pretty lengthy.
Also another pro for the workout shorts. He was staring, but he was ninja enough to not make that TOO obvious. "We can stop for today," he said. "You did pretty good."
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She had a decently covering sports bra on and supposed he was probably used to ninja ladies in similarly minimal gear at some point. Besides which he could see more of her shoulder than she could standing behind her.
"Hey, how's that shoulder hit look down my back?" she asked, sliding the strap aside, revealing both her would and the wicked curve of a long scar that traced the edge of her shoulder blade.
The muscle underneath had taken a bit of damage at the time of the injury and whenever she pushed herself she felt that little stitch of scar tissue like an all new stab in the back. She hissed at the friction of the strap over the swollen and now tender skin. That would need some ice. Damn...
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So it took Sean a moment of staring at the newly exposed skin before her question registered in his mind. "Oh, well, it's definitely going to be a wicked bruise, but it shou-" And he paused again as the details of the skin did register in his mind.
"...you don't get scars like that from aikido," he finally said. That was definitely a serious cutting wound. He had plenty of scars from his own training to get a pretty good idea of what can cause what scar and that was a serious cutting scar.
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Brenda had never had to construct a really solid lie about her injuries before. She groped to think of something and failed to come up with anything better before the truth slipped out of her mouth, at least in part.
"Yeah... glass. Got gouged with a broken bottle."
Of course for all he knew she'd tripped over a recycling bin. She mostly hoped he would assume something of the sort and not press it, trying to keep her voice casual.
With Brainy discussing this had been easy. He just... got her. In the time they'd spent together he'd seen, acknowledged and then unquestioningly ignored her various fainter scars (cigarette burns on her wrists, the one little bald spot just over her ear...).
Sean she would have to explain it to and she didn't know if she could. Brainy had known where she was coming from. The idea of trying to explain such sheer personal weakness to Sean though... It was embarrassing and made her stomach crawl with nerves.
He was one of the few new friends she had made not just on the ship but PERIOD since her father's death. She didn't like to dwell on what he would think of her for putting up with that shit for so long.
"Bit of muscle damage." she admitted. "That's why my strike range on that side is so poor. It's scarred up underneath."
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Sean gave the scar a scrutinizing look. And with how much of a pause and how tense she had become, he really didn't think it was just some accident. "What happened?"
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She could lie, she could do it easily, but what good would it do? It would just be the start of one long string of facades to keep up. Sooner or later they would discuss her family and she'd be giving him vague explanations of how both her parents had ended up dead before she turned 16. It was going to come up, it was just a matter of when, and now was when she decided to lie and keep lying, or be honest, be mortified, and not have to put up the front.
Just beneath dishonesty though was omission, which could be a nice enough compromise she supposed.
"I got attacked." she sighed, slipping the strap of her sports bra back into place and rubbing at the ragged top inch of the scar. "I figured I'd rather take a gouge in the back than in the face is all."
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And she was giving plenty of signs of hiding something. Not to mention blows to the back meant for the face didn't really make him think she was dodging. Sounded more like she was trying to escape.
"Who attacked you?" Who wouldn't she fight back against?
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It would have been so SO easy to say, and even easier to punch him in the face if he pushed the issue, but he asked with that tone of actual concern that needled at her.
She folded her shirt even further, squeezed it in her hands.
"My dad." She kept her voice even, soft and matter of fact though her whole body was taut and shaky. She flexed her arms, rolled her shoulders to throw off the tremor. Her father didn't deserve the power of still frightening her after all this time and the finality of his death.
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But....Brenda was not him. Brenda was not raised to be a ninja. Brenda took aikido classes, not learning them from her parents. This was not teaching a child how to fight.
This scenario was attacking a child for reasons that had nothing to do with their future.
It took a few moments for this realization to finally hit and then Sean got this LOOK in his eyes. It wasn't one he felt often. A job was a job, but there were times where the target did disgust him. Make him angry.
Angry enough that even if he wasn't paid to? He'd kill them. And that was the look in his eyes. "That BASTARD!"
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She had expected perhaps a wounded hiss, or perhaps a quiet apology and a fast change of subject. Even if they had stayed on the topic she had thought at the most she would hear the same sort of empty weak platitudes she'd gotten immediately after that worst final beating that had put her in the hospital - the 'I'm sorry's that didn't quite reach deep enough to soothe her because everyone could apologize but none of them were the person that had hurt her.
For him to be ANGRY though, and so immediately at that...
Actually it reminded her of the way Paco had looked at her the first time she'd come to school with fresh cigarette burns on her arms and all the excuses she'd given him before then blew up in her face.
Brenda's mouth fished open and shut for a moment, lost on what to say.
"I... he's gone..." she mumbled, hoping that would be enought to dial back his kneejerk anger.
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Oh yes, he was angry. He had a deadly look in his eyes, but he was trying to reign in some control.
"Parents do not attack kids unless it's to teach kids how to defend themselves from assassins and body guards for hits they take. And you don't use weapons until the kid is good at blocking not sharp things! To do otherwise is just....well, they make the scum of the Earth!"
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"HE WAS STILL MY DAD!" she shouted, pulling her self up to her feet with a speed that surprised her. Adrenaline pumping and whole body trembling she closed the space between them in two strides.
"He wasn't always such an asshole! He was a GOOD Dad for the first eleven years! The last five was like living with a stranger. If my mother was still alive he never would have been like that! And just because he beat me up a few times doesn't mean I don't still miss him so SHUT UP! You don't know anything about it!"
For a second she wanted to slap him but wheeled away from him instead, knowing he'd just block it and not wanting to put out the effort without the wet smack of the palm to cheek payoff. She grabbed her shirt marching for the door. "God! I don't know why I even TOLD you!"
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Shit.
Sean moved quickly, getting between her and the door. "Wait!" He said, grabbing her shoulders. "I'm sorry...I...I just....ah, shit," he said, eyes panicked.
"You just don't deserve that!" He said, the first coherent thing to come to mind. Wait, that was good. That was true. "You're a great person. A nice girl. You didn't deserve to be hurt. Even if your dad was hurting from your mom, hurting you was wrong. I mean....I...I got a line. A line what's abuse and not. You know, with ninja and training, I wanted to make sure everything was cool and....and I don't like hearing about parents who break that line. Especially to someone I like so much." He was babbling now, but he really didn't want her to regret trusting him.
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"Just... stop it." she said, lifting up a hand for him to quiet down and then putting both palms up to her facce, her shirt still dangling from one fist. "I get it, I know you're just trying to defend me or something but please don't. Not about this. I just... I don't want to talk about this anymore."
Her shoulders sagged, exhaustion flooding in as the relfex to flee or strangle him ebbed away a little, but she looked at the floor instead of his face because she just couldn't handle that kicked puppy look in his eyes right now.
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"Um....how about this! We go wash up and then watch...mythbusters. Or something with explosions. Explosions make everything better," he said.
He really, really, really, REALLY didn't want her upset, especially at him.
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"I... yeah. Whatever, alright." she muttered, dropping her hands to her side. "Whatever we don't have to think about hard."
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Actually, maybe a bath.
"Stacy, you know what a clawfoot tub looks like right?"
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She didn't say no to the chocolates, so that met she liked chocolates. Right?
And there was a big screen TV and plenty of different things to watch with lots of explosions and no mention of abusive parents. Or tense father daughter relationships. Or any that really pay attention to that relationship.
He was not going to give her a reminder so soon of what they talked about.
And then...he waited.
And waited.
And waited.
It was five minutes after they had arranged to meet he had started to worry.
"What if she doesn't come? What if she was really still angry? Maybe she thinks I'm a jerk now? A dork? A loser? What if she never talks to me again?" Sean muttered, starting to pace. He hoped he was being paranoid.
He really did, but he didn't believe it.
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Emerging back into the main sensorium area she found Sean pacing intently, muttering to himself.
"What's wrong?"
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"I'm not THAT mad at you, jeez. It's just a sore topic alright?" She scuffed her foot along the floor. "He hasn't even been gone a whole year. It's all really fresh still..."
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She gave him a light, friendly slow-punch in the arm (extra slow so he'd know it wasn't REALLY an attack).
"Let's watch some Mythbusters huh?"
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"Right. Mythbusters. I've got some of the really explosive episodes requested. Other action movies too that have somewhat decent science explanations and some more that are just tons of explosions for the hell of it," Sean said, gesturing to the TV and seating.